zyryx

I've decided against surgery... I'm going to take the long slow route. It will bode better for a transplant down the road sometime later. There is no telling how long it will take to get things under control and heal...

Tonight the boys and I are going to Bungie to try out the new Halo 2 game. This is going to fucking rock. I hope...
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heads or tails... call it in the air....

~r

So I find out today if my doctor wants me under the knife... Para-Thyroidectomy. The question is do I want to go under the knife?

Besides feeling scared shitless, I can't wrap my brain around this to make an informed decision... I don't want to think about it. My other choice is transplant... something I really can't deal with at the moment

Never take your...
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horrible day at dialysis... the worst ever.

my meds weren't delivered to the kidney center... so I went without... I stuck it out for three hours. it was horrible. I cramped so bad I think I tore a muscle in my calf and belly. now I can't sleep...

bought a miniDV camera yesterday. very cool. let's make porn!

damn this rain. crap. the trees are...
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Feeling a little to serious... I usually save the downer shit for LJ. Fall coming so quickly and then the rain are hitting me hard. Really hard. Putting trust and faith in others that then let you down... my own step parents tried to kill me... you'd think I would have learned long ago that people are basically selfish assholes at best and emotional vampires...
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there is a reason government scientist work for the government... they're idiots!

Mt. St. Helens a week ago; "move along, nothing to see here"

tonight? "run for your lives, thy sky is falling!!!"

I wanted to go up to the mountain, but nobody thought anything would happen, they listened to the scientists.

now I wonder if you can even get near the mountain

I still...
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so, I want to get everybody together for a group ride up to St. Helens to check out the crater if we can get that close, plus the road won't be clear for riding too much longer...

we'll see...

don't tell me the economy is bad... I'm making bank...

~r

went shopping for a new washing machine... front loading LG from Europe. $1000 later... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

while there I found a little digital video camera that I simply must have... so I've finally found something worth selling my pistol for.

I guess I should start checking out video editing software, anyone have any suggestions?

~r

Doug has this free standing iron fire place on the patio. We sat around drinking, and we tried to watch the second season of Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Puerile shit... bizarre beyond reckoning. To the point where even though we were all in a alcohol "easily amused" state, we were still sitting there wondering why after the third episode we were still watching. It was...
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