zombieshark

why don't you kill me, i'm weak, and you're not.

this morning while working i came upon a slow moving train blocking the roadway, as i was sitting there i recalled a prior time when had i spent the 10 minutes waiting for the train to pass thinking about what would happen if perhaps an ambulance with a dying person inside was to get stopped there, and that body's life faded away, and the loved ones had to be informed that this person had died, because of a fucking train blocking the road. so i'm sitting there today, and.. an ambulance comes hauling ass up the road behind me, pulls in the opposite lane and sits there for 5 minutes waiting for this train to pass, only as the train was nearly past did i realize that the song i had specifically skipped ahead to when i left the bank minutes before, and was quietly singing along with at the time, was eulogy...

which brings to mind another story, the last time i was in Madison i was attending a tool show on sept. 9 2002, as we were leaving town, on our way to illinois, we drove past a large group of squad cars surrounding a dead human being lying in the middle of the other lane, the police had placed a small plastic tarp on top of it.

i have no faith in, or emotion for, humanity.

i yearn for the one that can cause the rest of the living world to disappear from my eyes.

you've claimed all this time,
that you would die for me,
why then are you so surprised,
when you hear your own eulogy?

...to ascend you must die,
you must be crucified,
for our sins and our lies, goodbye.

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who wants some of this?

argh.

i ran out of cologne.. so i just started punching the duck.