zombieshark

my vision is pulsating and i have to work in less than an hour. excellent.

divide
multiply
divide
survive
divide

the soundcard in this computer is broken so i can't record my tapes to my harddrive and that makes me pissed like a broken-toe chimpanzee with the rickets.

remove my face
expose my sin
cut me open
slit my throat
cradle me
as i fall asleep
fall asleep
forever



dwelling inside a mind,
a stone, rare cannot define.
soaking in the flower, drain
lost, forgotten, this strange design
grow, overflowing from the underside.
feeding off this cathartic rage,
suck the will from within.
wither the bleeding soul.
devour the devine,
an unholy taste, screaming hatred.
blinding pain, the black sun shines
empty act of self defeat,
well intentioned, things fall apart.
folding need under broken wings.
a disquieting silence,
stagger forth, only to return..
return, home.. again.
alone, disturbed.
alive, unneeded.
shriek to the night a bloody curse,
alone and distraught.
slowly down falling cold.
regret your past misfortunes,
suffering alone in the darkness.
tear streaked eyes running black,
of a sadness,
surely not for the weak hearted.
intellectual satan, folding slowly open.
despair my fool, run the gammut.
inside out to peel oneself,
unto gored flesh.
bang upon the faultline,
your swimming head.
feeding still, upon the forsaken.
fall away, a stone of mind's eye.
leave to bleed, this one soulless beast.
of self hatred, learning evermore.
breaking open, feed off the sores.
absorbed.
life force of the lost, unheeded.
hold me, below this ocean.

..of pity.

..to sorrow.

..last smile.

..once death.

the only death that matters is the one that leaves you breathing.

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