zombieshark

i like the insomnia..
i like the insanity..
i like the irreverence..
i like the irrationality..
i like the duality of a mind without balance.

i lost my lip ring.
i shaved off all my hair.

hate her, i miss her..
it kills me.
i still won't lose,
never answer the phone.
when it rings,
welcome to hell.
self-serving, selfless..?
smile, i hate you.
is that so wrong of me?
don't answer that.
waited too damn long.
disconnection notice.. cellular tomb,
headfirst, for halos..
red pill, i fly..
blue pill, i'm buried..
was it the other way around?
that must be it.
bitter, tasting of vomit..
these words i scream,
are my abortion.
suffocate my children..
bathed in fire.
i burn.. a phoenix rising,
rebirth.