Tuesday Jun 02, 2009

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I made a decision to stop reading the news. I'm so much happier now.

I still get desperately and hopelessly sad when it comes to my health. it's all deteriorating so quickly!

really I am mostly happy. busy, in love, and dark sparkly.

happy tuesday


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I can't read your blogs.

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giggles:
ooo dark sparkly
everthere:
I wish you bliss and happiness and joy and Fonzie days.

Sunday May 31, 2009

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happy birthday, John. even though I don't think you use sg anymore.

there are so many things I should be doing that I'm not, and other things that I'm not doing that I should.

I either need more or less drugs. not sure which.
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nyssa:
I would just like to be able to unwind enough in some of my hours so that the other ones can be more productive!!!

Thursday and Friday I was so amped up I couldn't even concentrate enough to knit.
mydogfarted:
Actually, I'm a bit of a push over. I probably would.

I feel that way sometimes. Sometimes I feel way under medicated, sometimes I feel numb.

Wednesday May 27, 2009

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I'm sorry I'm being such a jerk.

I'm pretty overwhelmed.
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nyssa:
I feel that way too. I'm sure you have far more reasons to be overwhelmed than I do.

Things will work out. *hugs*

Love you!
mydogfarted:
I do not accept your apology. tongue

Tuesday May 05, 2009

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sg really is too much for me right now.

find me:
blog
facebook
flickr

you can also always email me at shine@thedelicion.com.

tomorrow I am leaving town for torture medical stuff. think good thoughts for me.
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fragilesong_:
best of luck to you.
liv:
*hugs* and good thoughts!

xoxoxox

Monday Apr 20, 2009

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liv:
Im not totally sure
syh:
Mmm, cheese... love

(The first comment on that picture is correct: the Italians do cheese better than the French. It goes without saying I may be a wee bit biased.)

Sunday Apr 19, 2009

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this website has been too overwhelming lately.
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mneylu:
I hear that. :S
liv:
On my self perspective i think its me not the site to be honest...people dont get me surreal

Friday Apr 10, 2009

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my initial assessment at the cleveland clinic is scheduled for may 7.

everything is okay. it's just a matter of getting a diagnosis. I don't understand why that's so important.

and

I'm tired.
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thefreak:
You are in my thoughts as always, hun. kiss

-TM
everthere:
Better the devil you know...

:hugs:

Wednesday Apr 08, 2009

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listening to shiny happy people, sun on my face, cozy pyjama pants and a blanket.

what a lovely continuation of a wonderful morning.

even if there were other problems, fixing them wouldn't have fixed what I wanted better. and no, just because I feel like it should be repairable doesn't mean it is. I am not above human limitations.

thinking about it makes me sad.
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giggles:
then don't think about it tongue
liv:
the above comment let me without words to say...
the thing is they cannot really explain why so they can explain how or whats next...
my brother got a bad back thing that really was like the docs... all big names specialist had no idea but where all sad news about him... now after all these years all those docs have just failed in something they had no clue what or how treat...
I do understand ur frustration and ur lack on replies on this like seeing ur ownself falling and why whyyyyyy
theres always a time for giving up... until then... squeeze this bad joke called life


my mother knew this guy whos doctors gave up on him he was like ok im not gonna lose any minute and he got all his money and did all those things u always postponed... back to the town he was fine... broke but fine... he told my mother... my uncle whos a retired doc would also could tell u some he was shocked as himself predicted...
ive listened so wrong diagnoses and so disastrous futures predicted by docs that after had been reversed that i cannot admit yet there's any chance for u to make things get better.

Saturday Apr 04, 2009

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mistressmissy:
I look like my mom in my license picture. It's horrible really.
I'm jealous though, because you look fabulous.
fourforsmoking:
you do look great in your new pic! you look alive and vibrant!
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