zombie_nirbhao

stoner ramblings:
If I

Active decision making
Considering alternatives and consquences

As if externally

No attachment to momentary desires

Like studying,
Sure reading might not be first choice
But decision to do well in class compels even a momentary discomfort

Most of those are easy, because we are firmly decided in the end goal—at least an intermediate goal. Sometimes, we are so firmly decided that...
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it's easy when I don't feel obligated to explain. even when your fingers trace the scars on my skin, I don't owe you anything.

we had about three feet of snow standing outside the house up until yesterday, when it melted into a few inches of water standing inside. the surface of the river is kissing the bottom of the bridges.

I will take pictures...
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I feel obligated to blog, if for no other reason than the snow is about a foot deeper than the picture I posted on friday.

I guess I'm just feeling pretty private right now. I'm super attention hungry, and yet I want to burrow as deep as I can under these blankets. everything is fine. things are great, actually.

just quiet.

there are people in my life who I have treated like things.

more than I care to admit.

my phone is, for all practical purposes, completely dead. I don't really want a new one. there is nothing so urgent in my life that I must have a telephone on me at all times.

last night, though. people are amazing to me. I honestly have a...
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I am the master of misexpression

the other day I was too lazy to roll a joint.

I've still got law school jet lag or something. I didn't realize how hard I was working. in fact, I felt like I wasn't working hard at all.

happy tuesday

first year of law school = level complete!

everybody go fall all over yourselves in love with robots4dancing because he is teh secks.

we all just want a little love