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Love you sweetheart i've missed you

Hope you heal up soon.

-TM

*SPANK*

Bad girl

Yeah, it sure does. The same thought crossed my mind seconds into it.

I have 124 days sober!

no but I will take some soon

hahaha i dont usually watch peoples videos either, glad im not the only one
hope you are ok

Medication is actually why I lost weight. I'm on two different medications that are appetite suppressants. I take 60 of adderol. 20 is even considered a high dose, and it suppresses the appetite even at doses as low as ten. I'm also on a medication called Topamax, which is actually normally prescribed as a diet pill. They've found out though that it works very well as an anxiety medication, and a preventative one you can take on a daily basis. It isn't like Klonopin or other anxiety medicines that you take when you feel an attack coming on, to stop it, it isn't a Tranq. It's also not addictive like a lot of those medicines. It has helped me SO much. I rarely have panic attacks anymore, and amazingly I don't get super frustrated when I get stuck in traffic in the car, which was a big problem. I didn't have road rage, but I would get super impatient and panicky.

But now I can't eat. I eat at MOST 1,000 calories a day, when I was definitely eating more than 2k before.



I still have a super awesome letter/goody bag/package I need to send you. I am awesome at writing mail, and suck at sending it.
Though this time it has been because of lack of money, and not forgetting.

HUGHUG!

Cruelty can be fun sometimes..

yup I lost a bunch on topamax. But it's really an epilepsy med. I am on the 200 mg a day. I have been taking for over a year for migraines. If I suddenly stop with out tapering I will have a huge migraine to the point of having to head to the ER. Yikes!

I also need to get more exercise. I am not in the shape I should be.

My school has a gym I can use for free, supposedly, but I have never even been in it. I should take advantage of that.

cute dog
sorry you feel like your picture

And it's such a weird song and cute video.

If you bake them, I will eat them.

Place you like to relax most?

I just got it a few days ago. It's pretty

te he I thought you said ass reader

Yeah we all do silly things sweetie some more than others don't worry about it

Wow i haven't even worked out what an RSS reader is yet but i've got one on my phone lol

Depeche Mode all the way!!! Do you have any other faves by DM? My top 5 faves are: (in no particular order, I could never pick an absolute favorite)
1. Somebody
2. Question of Lust
3. Enjoy the Silence
4. Shake The Disease
5. Dangerous

My coup is half full.

-TM

-TM

Bad pun!