life fucking sucks right about now!
you know it would be really fucking nice if you were planning on moving out to let your roommates know before hand so they could maybe save a little money, start looking for a new job or something. it seems as though the entire town of Woodstock knew before us.
it would be nice to get a straight forward answer to why you are suddenly leaving. the only answer i got was "the dogs". that isnt a good enough reason. this whole thing has been shady and to secretive. if it was something Shane or I did... tell us. it would be much better than being stabbed in the back.
because of all this shit...i might have to quit my job because i dont make enough money to pay the difference. i talked to my boss about a raise today and she said that she would see what she could do and to figure out what i need, but even if i do get a raise i can not be guaranteed that i would get a certain amount of hours since the only people alowed to have full time are managers, the rest of us could have 35hrs one week and the next have 10hrs. Shane said that i can contiue to pay what i pay and he would pay the rest, but that isnt really fair to him, yeah he makes almost $600 a week, while i make around $300 every 2 weeks, but he buys all the grocerys and crap.
maybe Shane and I should just move too. renting a house from his parents sucks....fuck you and your "no more roommate" rules. i wouldnt mind going back to florida to be honest. a few months ago Shanes mom told me that when they move to go to school in PA that she would lower the rent, well the cunt lied like she always does.
all and all i just take this as a personal blow, i dont know if it was intended that way or not...i think that is what bothers me the most. i am writing this for anyone to see including Steven and Alex. i am just venting and it feels better to get it off of my chest this way instead of getting upset and not having the words when it comes time. you know how i get when i am upset or pissed off...my mouth just starts going and i say things i dont mean or i make no since. it might see as though i am blowing things out of porportion, but i feel like i got dummped or something I LOVE YOU GUYS! AND I DONT WANT ANY HARD FEELINGS. I JUST NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPEND...THATS ALL.
ok....lets look for the positive aspects.....
* i get my sewing room back....no more clutter in our bedroom
* no more cats... still sucks to have your movie watching chair drenched in cat piss or to have the carpet reek of cat piss...yeah the dogs have accidents but you can never cover up the smell of cat piss
if i had it my way i would like no pets. i am completley fed up with pets right about now
* Shane and I were sorta talking about not wanting roommates anymore, even though they WERE the best roommates i have ever had. and if for some reason we are able to have roommates again, it will be hard to find someone to live with who is resposible and who wouldnt drive me crazy.
* no more kitchen mess. not saying they were slobs because Shane is usually the slob, but i never knew whos mess was whos so i wouldnt clean it up unless i knew who did it
* did i mention that i get my sewing room back. yeah that part is what i keep reminding myself of. my very own room once again. i can get away if i need to. i can actually get things accomplished instead of piles of fabric and patterns laying around. i get to have my purple and lime green room decorated to my specifications, not that i dont have that freedom in the rest of the house but this room can be as girly as i want it and my stuff wont be invaded with Star Trek shit. i do need to get more posters for the room though because when they moved in i spred all the posters that were in there thru out the house. i think now would be the perfect time to go to staples and get some nice Vincent Price pictuers blown up and framed. oh wait...I DONT HAVE ANY MONEY!!!!
-stacy
ps..... SOCIAL DISTORTION.......oct in nyc...i am sooo there!!
you know it would be really fucking nice if you were planning on moving out to let your roommates know before hand so they could maybe save a little money, start looking for a new job or something. it seems as though the entire town of Woodstock knew before us.
it would be nice to get a straight forward answer to why you are suddenly leaving. the only answer i got was "the dogs". that isnt a good enough reason. this whole thing has been shady and to secretive. if it was something Shane or I did... tell us. it would be much better than being stabbed in the back.
because of all this shit...i might have to quit my job because i dont make enough money to pay the difference. i talked to my boss about a raise today and she said that she would see what she could do and to figure out what i need, but even if i do get a raise i can not be guaranteed that i would get a certain amount of hours since the only people alowed to have full time are managers, the rest of us could have 35hrs one week and the next have 10hrs. Shane said that i can contiue to pay what i pay and he would pay the rest, but that isnt really fair to him, yeah he makes almost $600 a week, while i make around $300 every 2 weeks, but he buys all the grocerys and crap.
maybe Shane and I should just move too. renting a house from his parents sucks....fuck you and your "no more roommate" rules. i wouldnt mind going back to florida to be honest. a few months ago Shanes mom told me that when they move to go to school in PA that she would lower the rent, well the cunt lied like she always does.
all and all i just take this as a personal blow, i dont know if it was intended that way or not...i think that is what bothers me the most. i am writing this for anyone to see including Steven and Alex. i am just venting and it feels better to get it off of my chest this way instead of getting upset and not having the words when it comes time. you know how i get when i am upset or pissed off...my mouth just starts going and i say things i dont mean or i make no since. it might see as though i am blowing things out of porportion, but i feel like i got dummped or something I LOVE YOU GUYS! AND I DONT WANT ANY HARD FEELINGS. I JUST NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPEND...THATS ALL.
ok....lets look for the positive aspects.....
* i get my sewing room back....no more clutter in our bedroom
* no more cats... still sucks to have your movie watching chair drenched in cat piss or to have the carpet reek of cat piss...yeah the dogs have accidents but you can never cover up the smell of cat piss
if i had it my way i would like no pets. i am completley fed up with pets right about now
* Shane and I were sorta talking about not wanting roommates anymore, even though they WERE the best roommates i have ever had. and if for some reason we are able to have roommates again, it will be hard to find someone to live with who is resposible and who wouldnt drive me crazy.
* no more kitchen mess. not saying they were slobs because Shane is usually the slob, but i never knew whos mess was whos so i wouldnt clean it up unless i knew who did it
* did i mention that i get my sewing room back. yeah that part is what i keep reminding myself of. my very own room once again. i can get away if i need to. i can actually get things accomplished instead of piles of fabric and patterns laying around. i get to have my purple and lime green room decorated to my specifications, not that i dont have that freedom in the rest of the house but this room can be as girly as i want it and my stuff wont be invaded with Star Trek shit. i do need to get more posters for the room though because when they moved in i spred all the posters that were in there thru out the house. i think now would be the perfect time to go to staples and get some nice Vincent Price pictuers blown up and framed. oh wait...I DONT HAVE ANY MONEY!!!!
-stacy
ps..... SOCIAL DISTORTION.......oct in nyc...i am sooo there!!