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ah well this has been my thought process since I was about 11...I was always depressed...granted sometimes more then other times but I was always depressed. But no I am just saying I don't get people that never think that..I am actually not to terribly off today just in a strange dream like sort of way...I have been worse...things have been worse.

I didn't start seeing them untill I was in my 20's went to one when I was 16...but I was like not into it and my parents didn't push me...then 2 others not counting my "vacation" doctors or group therapy counsliing (that also had a one to one session) Plus I have gone to other doctors to test them out or to get evaulated or to try for some drug testing...but only 2 regular pysch's (with 2 therapists also) that I went to for longer then a month. Did that make sense?

I so want to believe that, somewhere in this vast wasteland we call society, there is that one. You know, that one who fills up the holes in you, Who makes this whole farcical existence at least a little bit worthwhile.

Hmm....I'm checkin my sincerity meter....I don't knoooooooooooow.....not many hopeless romantics hale from crestwood.... I'll give ya the benefit of the doubt....

and awake at 4:30am to boot.... yeah rare breed

eternal sunshine is the most amazing movie i've seen recently. i love the way it deconstructs their relationship inside out and backwards.
but i agree that the whole instant-soul-mate thing is complete and utter bullshit- relationships don't just spring forth like venus from the foam, they require blood and tears to keep them going. lust shows up first and wiggles its ass in our faces, and when lust is taking a smoke break you take a quick peek and see if there's a framework there for anything more challenging.
i'm rambling, and i don't even know you.

that was a fucking amazing film.I was very drunk when I watched it so i dont remember it all, but I remember it made me cry. a lot.

I have yet to find my top five albums cause all I listen to is shit and download singles.

*sigh*

Good song. From that album I'd have to say my fav is "Laughing Guest" because 1) it reminds me of my most psychotic episode to date, and 2) it provides my epitaph:

"Stitching Time" always sticks out because LPD performed it the first time I saw them live.

ten lbs of blonde in a 5lb bag??? I don't understand

Barney must die!!!

[lmao, again]

Glad to see you're putting your new powers to good use.

lol no no they're terrible.
and there is nothing wrong with nicotine really.
it's just addictive.
catch my drift? :p

*laughs* no. nevermind :p

Hmm... I dunno that I've ever listened to Delerium, but I kinda dig the quote.

the magic of google.

prudent
is that related to the teeth or the random weigh ups?

Because it can produce a few notes, tho they are very flat; and it is never put with the wrong end in front...
but I like the 2nd question better...
It was ok...need some laundry washed my dog and cleaned the bathroom. Oh and had indian food not that bad for a weekend that I want to just lay in bed for.

have you seen the "i'm so freakin bored" thread yet? so far it's not that great.

mercie.