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today i went shopping and spent alot of money. well not alot but more than usual. didn't get everything i want but i'll try again tomorrow. i also got a tree. my house now smells all foresty tomorrow i decorate it

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last call for xmas cards. just email me your address

so i'm a dumbass. no really i am. on thursday i was suppose to go see blade 3 with honeychile007 at the archlight. unfortunately the movie started at 10pm or something. waaaaay too late cuz i had work the next day. no problem she says, we can just see it at the local theatre. so see accompanies me on some errands and then we make...
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almost done cleaning, i'll update while my floors dry. i hope it dries soon cuz i wanna cook some food. my ex came over on monday. she was bored and newly single so she called me up to see what i was doing. had a very interesting conversation. apparently i'm #2 on her list (yes that list). normally i'm not one to brag about this...
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i'm cleaning...

i am an evil evil man.... BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

so yesterday i was pissed. really really pissed. all because my dad sent me a late birthday card with a picture of my niece. i won't get into the details cuz i'll just get pissed all over again. let's just say i have issues with him. was pretty bummed all day today. i even thought about canceling on my friends tonight. but i went. tonight...
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i'm sick of this. i'm sick of this muted rage. of my fists clenching and unclenching. they are who they are and they aren't gonna change for me or anybody else. right now i can't forgive and i can't forget and i'm angry at myself for not being able to. i want to let go. to be free of this rage that knots my stomach...
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the social distortion concert was fucking rad. we got there at 8:30. still kinda early but the floor was already filled up (200 person limit ) so we got to the upper floor and found a place. the opening band was alright, kinda reminded me of early deftones. no tiger army this night, but i got to see them on Wednesday so it's alright. once...
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thanksgiving is done and i couldn't be happier. i went to my parents house, ate, chitchatted a bit, then made some excuse to get out. from there i went to honeychile007 house to see her new puppy. hung out with her folks, played with her dog and cats then headed on over to my aunts house. got lost along the way but finally made it...
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