i'm sick of this. i'm sick of this muted rage. of my fists clenching and unclenching. they are who they are and they aren't gonna change for me or anybody else. right now i can't forgive and i can't forget and i'm angry at myself for not being able to. i want to let go. to be free of this rage that knots my stomach and eats at me at night sometimes. but try as i might i can't. it stays with me. someday i'll have to deal with it. to stand up and make myself heard, but i can't do that either. truthfully the only thing i can do is run away. put it behind me and not think about it. out of sight out of mind. if only it was so easy
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ems:
Nope, but I want it!
buttpeesupreme:
angry music i can scream with makes things a whole lot easier for me in that situation 