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thanks everyone i'm feeling better now. no, i didn't break up with a girl, i just got into fight with my jackass friend or i should say former friend. i don't want to get into the details but basically he did something i didn't like. that isn't what the argument was about. what he did wasn't even that bad, it just weirded me out. i would have eventually gotten over it, it was just my stupid hang ups and would have had to deal with it. what did piss me off was that he came up to me and said "you are one of my best friends and i would never do this" and then a week later he goes and does it. i mean, WTF?! so he tells me "you don't understand, you've never been in that kind of situation" ok, so stuff happens. we've all been there, we've all done stuff we shouldn't have or said we weren't gonna do. that doesn't excuse you from your actions. i'm not the one who said i would never do it. i'm not the one who made the decision to do what he did. don't blame me cuz i can't believe everything that comes out of your mouth or not take whatever you say seriously. he's an adult and can do whatever he wants but he lost some credibility with me. now he says he can't be friends with someone with someone who doesn't trust him. i didn't want to end the friendship. i really didn't. i just wanted to get all that off my chest so we can move on (apparently i bottle stuff up). am i in the wrong here? blah, the whole thing is just stupid.

ok end rant

anyway on to other news. on wednesday my friend awryx came to visit. i swear my home has become a waystation now showed her and her sister around hollywood and venice beach. it was fun. i like playing tour guide. it was funny how she though everything was different (apparently the palm trees that are common here are not so common in the east coast or something ) makes me want to break out of my shell and explore the world to see how different it is.

hope you all have a good weekend

oh yeah, almost forgot, guess which mofo's company is working on corpse bride stuff. i'll give you a hint, he has a mohawk and a lip ring