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Liiiiife Update

Mar 1, 2017
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What's up my lovely friends? Ugh, I miss you all so much. Life is just TOOOOO FUCKIN MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE RIGHT NOW.

My wife and I are STILL trying to find a home. We have less than 30 days to find a house and move. Add on working 3 jobs, 7 days a week and your wife working 60hours a week and having opposite schedules to the mix and it's enough to fucking loose your mind. I'm stressed beyond belief. I'm tired. I'm behind on work. I miss my friends, my wife, my family. I've started to develope a cold and I'm really on the verge of a meltdown. Doing my freakin damnedest to keep my shit together. In the mean time I'm trying to save as much money as I can so that our move won't be too difficult on us once we actually find a place. I'm not usually a complainer, but man am I having a rough time. I appreciate those of you who actually take the time to read my blogs đź’‹

I have been doing a lot of photography outside of SG lately. But I dooooo have a few sets in queue and a few sets I need to submit still! The set i shot with @lunya comes out in just one month! And the sets I shot with my loves @jimisin and with @nebula come out in 3 months! Woooo!

Pluuuuusss I'm gonna be seeing some of my favorite babes at the end of the month and I couldn't be happier about that! I know that'll help relieve some of my stress!

I am doing my best to save money but I'm also adding some "household items" to my Wishlist! Check it out if you'd like :) those fun non-household items always appreciated too đź’ś

Can you believe it's already MARCH!! Or 2017? Like- wtf? What have you all been up to so far this year? What's your favorite part of 2017? I have thankfully been able to get in a few hikes and a couple of yoga classes in the last few weeks... here's some shots from those!

Above is at Red Rock Canyon, the beautiful backyard of Las Vegas

Above is from a fun and colorful art instillation in downtown Vegas.

Above is from a hike I took to Death Valley!

❤ Xo, Zen

VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
manic:
The only good things for me thus far has been starting/finishing my yoga certification and getting a new puppy. The bad, I ended an almost 3 year relationship and my family childhood dog passed :(
May 2, 2017
zen:
@manic congrats on yoga TT! I'm so sorry about your dog. I hope you're doing well đź’ś
May 4, 2017

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