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Wednesday Jan 04, 2006

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New Resolution - The Heartless Bastards
My new resolution is to be
Someone who does not take everything so seriously
I want to laugh and joke, and have a smoke, and have a good time
And join an institution that will fuel my mind
Whoever said ignorance it was bliss
Well there's something there that I declare they surely missed
Cause in the days of modern ways you'll get passed by
Try to have some fun, not always run, take it in stride
I was out there on an open sea no direction and no one to lead

And then I look back now and how did we get here
The way was foggy but we didn't really care
Because stagnance makes me drown and I really want to live

My new resolution is to be
Someone who does not care what anyone thinks of me
Because I don't even like myself half the time
So what's the use of worrying about what's on other people's minds
I was out there on an open sea no direction and no one to lead


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See your self in the life you live, be aware of how the world reacts to you in the world, How you think of yourself in the world is not necessarily how you are IN the world. realize you are always living the life you WANT to live. When we can't see this as true, it's probably because we not only don't understand what we want, but we don't realize the way that we express what we want is also part of the scenario.

Self-help by Zef. lesson 5. smile
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
lambda:
La la la la;

I feel like my life would be simpler if i took it a little more seriously just now. I'm glutting myself on cable tv and late-to-bed-late-to-rise, zero responsibilities at parents house. I'm quiting smoking - this is generally unpleasant, and is easier if i stay home alone ;/

Also going to meet ex for first time in a while, mixed feelings of jealousy, anger, and abandonment r.e. her new boy.

On the brighter side, I answered a few personals on craigslist ABQ, and the books I'm reading rock. Adult swim / anime also rocks - I'm gonna miss "Big O" when cable is gone...
Jan 6, 2006
chai:
wink this are good new year resolutions!! and good "minds"... i think the same!! im reading some good books now, from everthing a lil bit, in the moment im reading a book about buddhismus, about humanity and so... it helps me to be really be more in my middle...

kiss
Jan 7, 2006

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