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Friday Dec 16, 2005

Dec 16, 2005
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Thanks to Drave, Lambda, and SleeplessinSD for your comments. Much appreciated. You helped me directly and indirectly see the real reasons behind my loneliness outburst.

I need to institute some living situation changes pronto. I work seven days a week. I've been worn out and stressed, making ignorant mistakes, and getting little sleep. So scheduling those changes isn't going to be easy, but damn I could use one sleepless night just to tear this place apart and put it back together in an arrangement that I can live with . moving isn't yet an option and school starts in less than 30 days. I

I need some heavy pyscho-magic ritual or something. nah, just get my ass in gear.
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lambda:
"could use one sleepless night [...] some heavy pyscho-magic ritual"

pot, espresso (or kola nuts, if you got'em), and plenty of loud, rhythmic music (rainydawg.org, WUOG.org, et al.)...?
has worked for me; I just plan on not doing much the day (or two or three) after.
Dec 17, 2005
una:
What-what-what! You have an online jewelry store!?!?! Unfurtunately I'm not selling anywhere at the moment. This is a combination of my suprime lack of business skills and being too busy to have a surpluss of stuff (that's in season) to show stores. Also beaded work is time consuming and expensive for buseness. I wan't to find a way to sell it without upping the price and puting it in a store. My internet skill are also not great. I plan on focusing more on jewelry once I'm done with school.

Living space totaly effects my mood - so long as the mess is mine I don't care too much how messy things are, but when combined with the messes of roomates and our equal stubborness to not clean someone elces mess . . . ooh it gets bad.
usualy once I find the root of the problem it's farily easy to act on it and change it + it doesn't get to me as much cus I know that I'm not just going crazy - there's a reason!
Dec 18, 2005

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