Thanks to Drave, Lambda, and SleeplessinSD for your comments. Much appreciated. You helped me directly and indirectly see the real reasons behind my loneliness outburst.
I need to institute some living situation changes pronto. I work seven days a week. I've been worn out and stressed, making ignorant mistakes, and getting little sleep. So scheduling those changes isn't going to be easy, but damn I could use one sleepless night just to tear this place apart and put it back together in an arrangement that I can live with . moving isn't yet an option and school starts in less than 30 days. I
I need some heavy pyscho-magic ritual or something. nah, just get my ass in gear.
I need to institute some living situation changes pronto. I work seven days a week. I've been worn out and stressed, making ignorant mistakes, and getting little sleep. So scheduling those changes isn't going to be easy, but damn I could use one sleepless night just to tear this place apart and put it back together in an arrangement that I can live with . moving isn't yet an option and school starts in less than 30 days. I
I need some heavy pyscho-magic ritual or something. nah, just get my ass in gear.
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pot, espresso (or kola nuts, if you got'em), and plenty of loud, rhythmic music (rainydawg.org, WUOG.org, et al.)...?
has worked for me; I just plan on not doing much the day (or two or three) after.
Living space totaly effects my mood - so long as the mess is mine I don't care too much how messy things are, but when combined with the messes of roomates and our equal stubborness to not clean someone elces mess . . . ooh it gets bad.
usualy once I find the root of the problem it's farily easy to act on it and change it + it doesn't get to me as much cus I know that I'm not just going crazy - there's a reason!