o.k. well im very busy and honestly dont have much time for this blog/biz . they have changed the format and look of the site today and my first reaction is i dont like it . things moving even slower than usual . this dial up is going . next friday the cable is commin for the hookup . its way past time . anyway ,,, someone went and wrote some comments about me as a sort of introduction i guess . wasn't there enough information about me ? i may go ahead and add some embellishments . hay , im sorry whoever you are , but this is all new to me . when i escaped from soviet work camp , i had to walk 8 days and nights to reach freedom . my toes and fingers badly frostbitten . i lost 3 toes and 1 finger . my hands still dont work well for fine motor activity . like typing on a keyboard . i was a highly regarded cello player before my arrest for political reasons , and sent to several camps for re-education . now i can no longer play . i do so love to hear its sad groan however . i dont know what birds flying around my boney face is all about ? someone at the company must have thought it was funny . oh its really killing me . i can hardly contain myself . hows that for a start ? ill write more later but my fingers go numb with too much activity . thank you suicide girl s for making fun of my disability . is that considered cool in america ? zeb