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MY BAND IS PLAYING WITH THE MISFITS!!!! I cant believe that I just typed those words! this is a dream come true!!!! check it out at the webster theater in Hartford CT on oct 30th. My band is Angela's Curse check us out on myspace!

Life is still good... which is a shock. I havent done anything to screw up my relationship, my band, or my job. I even booked a few shows for my band! I never thought it could be this good.

went to go see MSI in hartford this week. It was fuckin awesome. Julien K is hard to watch live. The birthday massacre would be a lot better with a different singer. I wish MSI played more of their older stuff. they played basically the entire new album which got a lil bit boring audibly, but the visual show and overall experience was amazing.
Having...
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Well now its been a while. been extremely fucking busy with work and the new female. havent had much time to write. I actually dont have the time now. i shouldnt be writing right now.... I'm gonna go.

not much to report on here. met a wonderfull girl. having wonderfull times. life couldn't get any brighter.

good to have a change in outlook every now and then

You may have noticed the new name. It needed to happen. nobody has called me Justin in a long time. Im an alumni of the ZBT fraternity (zeta beta tau) and my brother name is Raven. I feel thats a much better label for the person I have become.

Going back to my second home this weekend. I love Providence. Its complete freedom for me....
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I just had the greatest 4 day weekend ever.
It's always a great feeling to send someone home looking like her neck got attacked by the wolfman on the day her grandparents are in town.

I'm trying something new starting today.
I'm just going to act as important as I want to be.
I no longer give any number of fucks about repelling people.
If they dont like me, then they are obviously mentally damaged.
I am my own best friend.
I should act like it.

Its days like this when I wonder why it is that I do the things that I do. What sort of cerebral force inside my prison skull forces me into situations from which there is no positive outcome. I wonder why I make the decisions I make, why I've developed the way I have, why I cannot forget what needs to be forgotten. It boils...
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I earned two measures of closure the other day.

1) Before my friend Daredevil died we spent way too much money at a Dave and Busters trying to beat "House of the Dead 4". We came close but in the end we failed.

This past weekend I dragged myself to Providence RI, as I do whenever I'm locked in a unceasing depression, and found myself...
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