zarathust

There's nothing like an empty, quiet house all to myself. Its been awhile. Three years i shared it and everything with her and now its like it never happened. Who am i kidding. I've been waiting for this awhile now, i just need sometime to get accostomed(bad speller) to it again. I don't play the regret game, i mean there really isn't any such thing as long as you don't kill yourself, or hurt someone who doesn't have it coming. Most of it was good, except that we just stopped seeing eye to eye on the big things. Nothing more refreshing that getting back to be alone again. Its been TOO long. I jut can't help but feel bad that it didn't work. I hate failure, if you wanna call it that. You just can't make a round peg go in a square hole....but its fun to try sometimes...Now i don't have to talk, or respond to anything right now. No questions to answer, nothing but my own voice rattling around my empty cavernous skull. I wish i could forget the sound of my own voice. Could you imagine the awesomeness of that. To refrain from speaking for so long you could forget the sound of your own voice. No there's an accomplishment. Talk is a disease, action is its cure. I get so sick about caring for things...you know the little things( and damn near all of it is little ). Like the survival of mankind....why don't they just lay down and.....