0

The automated machine over at the SG headquarters decided to be nice and grant me access to my account for a month. Holy fuck is funny going through my old photos.

3 years have passed since I was last on this site and it looks like I was living in Norway during that time. Fast forward to the present and I'm living in China though...
Read More

0
Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway Norway...
Read More
0
This site has a very odd dynamic to it.

While I have a more than steady social life outside of this site (as I'm sure many do) I have none whatsoever within this community. While I shouldn't care about this, I do. This must be a reflection of the real life me because here I am typing up a self pity post while in a...
Read More
fistfuck:
I dont go into the forums at all, I never venture into the chats... most of the time I don't even look at naked ladies either. At one point I was actively trying to be a suicide girl but then I got wrapped up in my career and got divorced and what little I had became more precious... haha.

I spend most of my time here in groups. Find ones that are in your interests and go in there. They are more monitored than the forums and you can often find interesting discussions and join in. Photography, politics, gossip, fashion, movies, art, music genres and then the obvious more sexual ones are always interesting as well.
zaq:
Hah, yeah, it's funny how life works.

The groups are interesting, and back in an old life when I engaging with the community here, I was very involved in the poetry section of this site. It was nice, but I've become secretive of my writings again. This used to be a place for me to throw scribbles up and see what people thought of them, but now it's just a place of confusion. I have three months free on the site now and I'm just looking for something to do. I think you're right about getting back into groups, and that's something I should do.
0
A secret someone reactived my account today for me, and though I do not know who you are, I take a bow in your anonymous direction. Really, this means a lot to me, and I wish I could properly thank you. I ran into some financial issues (which are still haunting me) over summer and this disallowed me from keeping my account here active.

Again,...
Read More
niobe:
Welcome back. smile
issue_:
thanks for the comment on my new set. smile
0
Well, my friends who came up here to visit me this weekend just left. It's always really sad to see them go...
0
0
I feel as if today was genuinely just one of those damn good days where you wake up; the sun is shining; and you reach out and grab everything the coming moments have to offer. There wasn't a single second in time today where I was thinking something negative (this deviates greatly from the prior mood I've been dragging around with me). So yeah, I...
Read More
rin:
Hahaha, I have a very similar shot of myself to the third drunk one you posted. I was also drunk. Go figure.
cupcake_:
Thanks for commenting on my blog =) Glad you had a positive day!
0
Double feature blog:


Today feels nice, and perhaps it's because I took a half day at work, or perhaps it's because of the half emptied coffee cup on my desk; I'm not sure. All I know is that I feel good.

Life has become a wonderful experience for me, and at this point I need to start deciding where I'm heading. Yeah, I'm in school,...
Read More
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
hannah_marie:
yeah, definitely a lot to think about.
too existentialist to have just a simple answer, but that's what makes pondering so frustrating and enticing at the same time.
chakradisguised:
Being a student is awesome though, I crave knowledge! I often read as many books as I can on random subjects, just to know a bit more about things.
I've actually applied to Open University to study Philosophy and Psychology. I'll be able to study in my own time and at my own pace from home. I'm just waiting to hear back on whether or not they've accepted me.

What is it that you're studying?

Yeah I get you. I'm a bit up and down with it all.. mostly I'm an extrovert and will happily be the random doll who starts conversations, I do go through phases of being really shut off and stand off-ish though.
The fact that you're happily open to random conversations is great, perhaps you're not as introverted as you think. You'll break out of your shell smile

xo
0
Self-effacing me.

I really enjoy those dreams where you don't want to wake up because the world you've created inside of your head has become so much better than the reality of the outside exisiting one.

The future must have more to hold than this.