Well.. I just found out that my mother spent $40 to watch a god damn wrestling pay per view. 40 FUCKING DOLLARS THAT WE DON"T FUCKING HAVE!!!!! GOD DAMN IT!!! We are fucking drowning in bills, and she is spenting money on FUCKING WRESTLING.
Some one PLEASE save me from the hell which is my fucking life!!!!
(I realize the hypocracy of saying this when I spent money on this site, but god damn it, this site is literaly the only fucking social life I have, and is the only thing I have bought myself in like 2 months. Without this site, I really would go nuts)
And you know what..... I need to keep typing, otherwise I will kill something. So this is why I am so fucked. I joined the army right after school, and didn't have my drivers license.
No big thing, on an army post you don't need one, there are taxis everywhere. So I kept putting off (I admit that was a big mistake) thinking I'll just get it real quick when I get out. Then right when I did get out, mom got sick, so I have to take care of the damn woman, and she fights me every damn step of the way. So I went to get the license so I can get a job. Turn's out you can't take the test in a car that is not inspected ,and my car isn't even insured or registered yet and the speedmoniter is busted. Still no prob, I though, I'll just use mom's little mini-van piece of shit. But it turns out that the inspection on that had ran out and it needed a new muffler to pass. STILL no prob, cause I had some money saved up and I was going tojust get it fixed . Thats when mom sayes that she has a friend (damn woman still has a better social life than me. She goes out with her friends every week, and ofcourse I gotta go too with people I do not know or like so that I can push her wheelchair) that can just get us an inscpection sticker, and we can save some money. So we wait, and wait, and wait and every time I was going to say fuck it and go head and get it fixed, she's like "Wait, she'll have it tomorrow"and so we waited. And of course, her damn friend never came through, and now my savings have dwindled to nothing with bills and groceries.
Can't get a job without a license.
Can't get a license till the van is fixed and inspected.
Can't get the van fixed till I get some money.
Can't get money till I get a FUCKING JOB!!!!!!
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She just started getting her social security and disablity, so she still gets to go out and her damn pay per views......but after that, groceries and bills there isn't much left.
I AM FUCKING TRAPPED AND ALONE AND I CAN'T FUCKING DO SHIT ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I fucking hate my life.
Some one PLEASE save me from the hell which is my fucking life!!!!
(I realize the hypocracy of saying this when I spent money on this site, but god damn it, this site is literaly the only fucking social life I have, and is the only thing I have bought myself in like 2 months. Without this site, I really would go nuts)
And you know what..... I need to keep typing, otherwise I will kill something. So this is why I am so fucked. I joined the army right after school, and didn't have my drivers license.
No big thing, on an army post you don't need one, there are taxis everywhere. So I kept putting off (I admit that was a big mistake) thinking I'll just get it real quick when I get out. Then right when I did get out, mom got sick, so I have to take care of the damn woman, and she fights me every damn step of the way. So I went to get the license so I can get a job. Turn's out you can't take the test in a car that is not inspected ,and my car isn't even insured or registered yet and the speedmoniter is busted. Still no prob, I though, I'll just use mom's little mini-van piece of shit. But it turns out that the inspection on that had ran out and it needed a new muffler to pass. STILL no prob, cause I had some money saved up and I was going tojust get it fixed . Thats when mom sayes that she has a friend (damn woman still has a better social life than me. She goes out with her friends every week, and ofcourse I gotta go too with people I do not know or like so that I can push her wheelchair) that can just get us an inscpection sticker, and we can save some money. So we wait, and wait, and wait and every time I was going to say fuck it and go head and get it fixed, she's like "Wait, she'll have it tomorrow"and so we waited. And of course, her damn friend never came through, and now my savings have dwindled to nothing with bills and groceries.
Can't get a job without a license.
Can't get a license till the van is fixed and inspected.
Can't get the van fixed till I get some money.
Can't get money till I get a FUCKING JOB!!!!!!
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She just started getting her social security and disablity, so she still gets to go out and her damn pay per views......but after that, groceries and bills there isn't much left.
I AM FUCKING TRAPPED AND ALONE AND I CAN'T FUCKING DO SHIT ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I fucking hate my life.
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mostly girly anime. like stuff from Abe or Miyazaki (sp?)
my faves in order:
techxnolyze
lain
noir
kino's journey
haibane renmae