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Edmonton, Alberta

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Thursday Nov 10, 2005

Nov 10, 2005
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The snow covers the ground in a thin veil of gray and white, while causing the roads to be covered in dirt. The world here at the moment looks like a beautiful wasteland, daunting you to trek through it. I sit here trying to get my computer to connect with the internet but my tries have proved to be futile, so I type a way, the keys ringing as my fingers traipse across them. As I type I listen to a song by wolfsheim

Heroin She said- Wolfsheim


walking down the streets at night
i see her stumbling through the rain
a skinny figure in the dark
her face a shade of gray

begging here and barking there
shes swearing all the time
her fingers fumbling with her hair
a dirty mess of grime

and she starts to cry and shes asking why
her lifes always the same
but she does not see, that unfortunately
theres no one here to blame

"heroin" she said, "was the best i had...
no more mountains left to climb.
the world so slow... all my dreams just too high
to be fulfilled in time...!"

she grabs my arm... and i feel alarmed
her fingers gripping tight
i see her pleading eyes... so i start to disguise
and say, that everythings alright...

and the reason why i pretended and lied
is that i dont want to kill
the poor dream thats left in the deepest cleft
of the thing that she calls will...!

"heroin" she said...

Its truly a very deep song and I recommend to all electronica lovers to get this song or to download it. The electronic clashes and the lyrics truly make this song sound very dirty and filled with dread and loss. This is a song that I can easily relate too I have seen so many people end up like the girl in this song that it brings tears to my eyes. The ruination and garnishments of so many fruitless lives because of the use of drugs I have seen it time and time again, and it never ceases to sadden me.
It once again brings back thoughts of the United states and their war on drugs, particularly their war on marijuana. I have never considered marijuana that horrid of a drug (have used it and abused it and the side affects are not so bad that they will take a life a tear it apart unlike harder drugs) and it makes me think that the war on marijuana should be faced on a more deeper menace Methanphetamine.
As many probably know by now I used to be a hard core Meth addict I went to drug rehab and still years after that fact struggled with it again until finally I removed all ties I had to that drug and am now completely clean. I remember watching all the anti-drug (more like Anti-marijuana) ads on American television where it would more than likely portray a young black kid (almost saying that all blacks use drugs which I find really derogatory) and saying just tell your mom you forgot to pick him up cause you were stoned.
I find it ridiculous the way the united states is pressing so many resources against the war on Marijuana, its as if the drug czar has entirely fixated on getting rid of it and is forgetting about the ever growing menace of Meth. I remember going to court for alcohol related charges and there was a girl there whom they caught with a dime bag of Mary Jane. I thought it was ridiculous, she couldnt have been more than sixteen and didnt deserve to be there.
The affects of marijuana are more often enough laziness and much hunger for the munchies and although I dont recommend driving stoned, the effects on me, are much lesser than alcohol. Meth on the other hand had entire over come the area where I used to hang out in Sacramento. Adults and teenagers alike were struggling with the methamphetamine crisis. The affects of the drug are way more hazardous than any other that I have encountered and believe me, I have done a few drugs in my time. The long term affects is that it practically turns you into the walking dead, eating away at you and rotting you from the inside out. Many old time Meth addicts that one runs across have marred skin and have lost most of their teeth because of this fact.
Here in Canada marijuana is treated a lot more lightly, if caught with an ounce (a pretty large amount) of marijuana one is given a speeding ticket, no jail time, no court date. In California if one is caught with that amount of marijuana one would most definitely see a good amount of jail time because that amount would lead the authorities to believe that one is dealing, and dealing is no small charge.
I think that America is entirely too stupid focusing all this effort on marijuana (which is mostly smoked by teens and young adults). It makes me wonder whether all their resources are going into this futile effort of theirs to eradicate this harmless drug and are completely forgetting about the real menace, Meth.

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