Something has closed and is done. But I feel ok about it. I just need to stick to my guns this time.
Sending my Production II film to the Riverrun film fest in NC. I showed it to a friend recently who... well she didn't like it. It deeply and thoroughly disturbed her. I think she got caught up in the surface content and couldn't...
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Sending my Production II film to the Riverrun film fest in NC. I showed it to a friend recently who... well she didn't like it. It deeply and thoroughly disturbed her. I think she got caught up in the surface content and couldn't...
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I did things I shouldn't have last night. Oh well. It felt good to feel him and forget our woes together for a little.
I should listen to less aggressive music when I edit the love sequences in my film. They are coming out all jagged and sharp and angry.
I want to study in LA this summer.
Off to editing.
e. therese Fagan
I should listen to less aggressive music when I edit the love sequences in my film. They are coming out all jagged and sharp and angry.
I want to study in LA this summer.
Off to editing.
e. therese Fagan
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thescottness:
LA sucks. But it's cool at the same time.
so do what you want.
is that a picture of a dog performing open-heart surgery on another dog?
if so that's fucked up... yet awesome.
what do you study?
so do what you want.
is that a picture of a dog performing open-heart surgery on another dog?
if so that's fucked up... yet awesome.
what do you study?
thescottness:
REALLY?
I'm a cinematographer as well!
I can tell you that cinematography is one of the toughest disciplines in film to break into. So study hard my young padawan learner. As you will most likely be ACing on a number of shorts out here. The market is saturated with people who think they know how to handle a camera... and the "dogma" style filmmaking technique has done nothing for our people to say the least.
plus the guild gave up residual rights years ago for a 25 cent per day pay increase... so DVD sales mean nothing to us now.... boo.
what kind of film are you most interested in?
I'm a cinematographer as well!
I can tell you that cinematography is one of the toughest disciplines in film to break into. So study hard my young padawan learner. As you will most likely be ACing on a number of shorts out here. The market is saturated with people who think they know how to handle a camera... and the "dogma" style filmmaking technique has done nothing for our people to say the least.
plus the guild gave up residual rights years ago for a 25 cent per day pay increase... so DVD sales mean nothing to us now.... boo.
what kind of film are you most interested in?
It's not a good day or a bad day. It's more like a good minute or a bad minute. One second I'll be self-assured and even allowed to listen to music that reminds me. The next I'll feel so fucking empty and alone...
But it's not a kind of empty where you want someone to fill it. It's not the type of loneliness that goes...
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But it's not a kind of empty where you want someone to fill it. It's not the type of loneliness that goes...
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girl303:
u are not melodramatic. it hurts to leave someone and have that lingering void.
i am sorry u are in a bad spot.
*hug*
i am sorry u are in a bad spot.
*hug*
skeksi:
I know you know.
Cool. 7 months. And now nothing.
How odd a sensation that I should have to reassign everything in my life a new value that doesn't have to do with him anymore.
I still see him all over this apartment. I can feel him breathing all around me. But last night we were both so cold and detached because it hurt too much to be human....
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How odd a sensation that I should have to reassign everything in my life a new value that doesn't have to do with him anymore.
I still see him all over this apartment. I can feel him breathing all around me. But last night we were both so cold and detached because it hurt too much to be human....
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girl303:
hang in there. sorry u are sad.
*BIG HUG*
sorry u are sad.
*BIG HUG*
skeksi:
I don't want to be defined by my pain anymore.
The good news? Last night I found out my roommate is truly amazing and she loves me.
The bad news? Last night I found out my boyfriend promised himself he would never date someone with my past. Now I'm waiting for him to tell me if he is going to keep that promise... and if he's not... if I want to put myself through loving...
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The bad news? Last night I found out my boyfriend promised himself he would never date someone with my past. Now I'm waiting for him to tell me if he is going to keep that promise... and if he's not... if I want to put myself through loving...
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muggan_music:
*hops in your lap*
too much info? yeah, that was pretty gross.
me love you long time.
let the boy show you who he is.
and don't add salt.
xoxo
too much info? yeah, that was pretty gross.
me love you long time.
let the boy show you who he is.
and don't add salt.
xoxo
It were proper bo I tell thee
Bo' Selecta
I fell in love with bo' selecta and Avid's Craig David over ze break
Also met Henry and Gus. Two more reasons to push through ze pain. Yee haw.
cl0ck
Bo' Selecta
I fell in love with bo' selecta and Avid's Craig David over ze break
Also met Henry and Gus. Two more reasons to push through ze pain. Yee haw.
cl0ck
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ladymaze:
Hrm. Shall we make it a coffee or lunch or dinner date? I'm pretty busy the next couple of weeks, with school, but I've gotta eat, right? Combine the two, and I'm golden!
salome:
How did that film you shot this month turn out? Sounded like an interesting premise; wish I'd known about it in time or I would have auditioned.
Well. I haven't gotten my film back yet. But at least I'll have something waiting for me when I get back after... MEETING MY GORGEOUS NEPHEWS!!!
I'm taking oodles of pictures and I think I want to get a shirt printed with their pictures on it.
Well, I'll be in Atlanta meeting my nephews for Thanksgiving. It may not be Thanksgiving with the Lynches, but...
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I'm taking oodles of pictures and I think I want to get a shirt printed with their pictures on it.
Well, I'll be in Atlanta meeting my nephews for Thanksgiving. It may not be Thanksgiving with the Lynches, but...
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A little scared. I think I may have an ulcer, actually.
My body has been protecting me for so long this semester that I wore it down without any regard. Now it can't protect me anymore. No wonder I have this hollow feeling these days.
I'm working to regain my body's confidence.
Finished picture lock for my editing I project last night. I'm famously happy...
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My body has been protecting me for so long this semester that I wore it down without any regard. Now it can't protect me anymore. No wonder I have this hollow feeling these days.
I'm working to regain my body's confidence.
Finished picture lock for my editing I project last night. I'm famously happy...
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skeksi:
The pope is coming!
baise:
Woman, take care of yourself! I hope the new medical people poking at you can help with some of your health problems.
The Third Man has the best film soundtrack EVER, I don't care what anyone says.
Hope all is otherwise well with you and yours.
The Third Man has the best film soundtrack EVER, I don't care what anyone says.
Hope all is otherwise well with you and yours.
A little scared. I think I may have an ulcer, actually.
My body has been protecting me for so long this semester that I wore it down without any regard. Now it can't protect me anymore. No wonder I have this hollow feeling these days.
I'm working to regain my body's confidence.
Finished picture lock for my editing I project last night. I'm famously happy...
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My body has been protecting me for so long this semester that I wore it down without any regard. Now it can't protect me anymore. No wonder I have this hollow feeling these days.
I'm working to regain my body's confidence.
Finished picture lock for my editing I project last night. I'm famously happy...
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There's like this teeter-totter that is the construct of my libido. Follow this, dig...
The more I'm focused on making films that are highly sexualized, the less I feel the need for anyone to fill anything...
The more I am focused on a fuck, the less focused I am in film.
I feel like George from Seinfeld. eh eh?
cl0ck
magic time with Baise and...
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The more I'm focused on making films that are highly sexualized, the less I feel the need for anyone to fill anything...
The more I am focused on a fuck, the less focused I am in film.
I feel like George from Seinfeld. eh eh?
cl0ck
magic time with Baise and...
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hedy:
i sooo get that. which is why i need to go back to school to channel some of this excess energy.
i'm happy the shoot went well! keep yer fingers crossed that nothing happens in the next 14 hours to prevent me from having surgery.
i'm happy the shoot went well! keep yer fingers crossed that nothing happens in the next 14 hours to prevent me from having surgery.
hedy:
p.s. did you lose yer virginity to rusty nail?!