zaftigg

so how about the fact that I had one hell of a journal entry written up and I somehow xed out this browser...

so glad you were there and it is so funny how meditative my body was all day. knowing there was rest in site, but not for a long time, she kept it running real nice, for as long as she did.

I am upset we couldn't stay longer, but my body, she just ran out, which is why I need to see duvdev and erez soon. very soon again. before I can rest really. but mike was there, and my body was amazing. more amazing that it has been in years.

shit, I don't think I've ever pushed my body that hard without quiting.

I'm in alot of pain right now, infact, and it's quite exquisite.