Sometimes I get these urges. And sometimes I'd like to blame them on hormones. But my period is nowhere near where I am.
Anyway. Sometimes I get these urges to hurt people. Instead I end up putting a sharp object in my hand and squeezing until I bleed or until they stop talking. either way, damnit, the urge is calmed. I like to think I...
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Anyway. Sometimes I get these urges to hurt people. Instead I end up putting a sharp object in my hand and squeezing until I bleed or until they stop talking. either way, damnit, the urge is calmed. I like to think I...
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this is the part where you join in and say "my what big balls you have!"
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lil_billy_ben:
Are we practicing prank calls to a bowling ally or somthing?
And to set the record straight, my balls are not oversized......they're just overdeveloped.
And to set the record straight, my balls are not oversized......they're just overdeveloped.
milena:
I like your fantasy. Oh, what an event it must be.....
man alive, I'm sobering up... and I Really don't know if I can stick around for the ambiance
cl0ck
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muggan_music:
hooray for captain swifty-hips' lifetime addiction
lil_billy_ben:
I'm feelin' it.
dead link dead space dead carcass dead girl
dead sexy dead nothing
dead now
now I think it's all finally dead inside
and what a difference a day makes
cl0ck
dead sexy dead nothing
dead now
now I think it's all finally dead inside
and what a difference a day makes
cl0ck
lil_billy_ben:
very true
round and around and around we go.
_v_:
twirling, constantly twirling
...ode to katxxrixx xix xxgxn...
14 years and I'm still angry
not at you
at what you did
14 years and old men want to jerk off to our history
to my reality
to my therapy and medications
14 years and I'm still confused
at whether I should hate you for letting me touch you
or love you for mind fucking me when you did...
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14 years and I'm still angry
not at you
at what you did
14 years and old men want to jerk off to our history
to my reality
to my therapy and medications
14 years and I'm still confused
at whether I should hate you for letting me touch you
or love you for mind fucking me when you did...
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dancing with the serpent
press the flesh against the bone
and slide from the skin
dangle in the sky despite the sun
satelite of the jury
a new constellation in her mind
fuck the fruit
plant the seed
I want this more than you know
I want this
right here
no stability
only this constant pain, the high from this steel and blood
release to...
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press the flesh against the bone
and slide from the skin
dangle in the sky despite the sun
satelite of the jury
a new constellation in her mind
fuck the fruit
plant the seed
I want this more than you know
I want this
right here
no stability
only this constant pain, the high from this steel and blood
release to...
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lil_billy_ben:
I knew......no really, I did.
so I saw my first pulling last night.
I was stoned out of my gord.
and it was so beautiful and I felt the energy around the room invade my body and start to coil up at the base of my spine and boil over into my stomach. It was so beautiful... whitewash bloody hooks falling over
pull until it goes grey, until it all...
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I was stoned out of my gord.
and it was so beautiful and I felt the energy around the room invade my body and start to coil up at the base of my spine and boil over into my stomach. It was so beautiful... whitewash bloody hooks falling over
pull until it goes grey, until it all...
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muggan_music:
just posted a set in the SB section
just posted a set in the SB section 
holdensolo:
Best Crispin Glover performance - "River's Edge"
...the underwire to my best bra broke yesterday and was poking me in the ribs all the live long day...
bitter? party of one.
I dunno about you folks, but I think I'd like to spend this valentine's day payin some lovely nekkid canadian ladies to sit on my face. thank you hallmark!
cl0ck yarrrrrr
bitter? party of one.
I dunno about you folks, but I think I'd like to spend this valentine's day payin some lovely nekkid canadian ladies to sit on my face. thank you hallmark!
cl0ck yarrrrrr
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muggan_music:
tits!
_v_:
ha, women's clothes were designed to be some uncomfortable
tisk tisk
silly fucking french creation
party of one over here, but that ain't so bad
who am i kidding
tisk tisk
silly fucking french creation
party of one over here, but that ain't so bad
who am i kidding
do people see me zoning out in the occipital
grinding away until the pain can hold this at bay
I don't want anyone
just this
just now
just a cell with skills and a few needles
she keeps talking about french fucking vanilla creamer and irish cream
and I'm zoning out
and bill gray's
and I'm zoning out
further away
further away
I mix shite...
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grinding away until the pain can hold this at bay
I don't want anyone
just this
just now
just a cell with skills and a few needles
she keeps talking about french fucking vanilla creamer and irish cream
and I'm zoning out
and bill gray's
and I'm zoning out
further away
further away
I mix shite...
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lil_billy_ben:
Hmmmmm......... bush and beer *Drools*
new piercing euphoria
I have a very high threshold of pain. I love it. When the needle went through the first time all I could see was this tongue flapping on the floor and fingers detatched from a hand scratching at wood while a japanese man ran up a stairwell in horror.
the first one was a blast, the best.
the next one was thicker...
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I have a very high threshold of pain. I love it. When the needle went through the first time all I could see was this tongue flapping on the floor and fingers detatched from a hand scratching at wood while a japanese man ran up a stairwell in horror.
the first one was a blast, the best.
the next one was thicker...
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spacepixie:
DUDE, everyone but me knew you were coming up ... and I have to read about it on Suicidegirls?! Haha. *so out of the loop*
WE ARE SO GOING UP ON FRIDAY. Because I have mad places to go on Saturday. Mints? Seductions? Doll House? WHEEEEEEEEEEE! Sososo excited!
WE ARE SO GOING UP ON FRIDAY. Because I have mad places to go on Saturday. Mints? Seductions? Doll House? WHEEEEEEEEEEE! Sososo excited!
muggan_music:
its lovely dear.
thank you for letting me see!
*le smooch*
thank you for letting me see!
*le smooch*
split brain into split sanity
into split space into
split bananas pink pens
ink blotted cows
chemical coctail bleeding in my mind
oozing in my thoughts
until I'm shaken, not stirred, mind you
oozing until I'm no longer me
until I finally can stand myself
everything looks so beautiful behind a lens
all tinted and distorted
tweaked and contrasted
in slow mo
sped up
just...
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into split space into
split bananas pink pens
ink blotted cows
chemical coctail bleeding in my mind
oozing in my thoughts
until I'm shaken, not stirred, mind you
oozing until I'm no longer me
until I finally can stand myself
everything looks so beautiful behind a lens
all tinted and distorted
tweaked and contrasted
in slow mo
sped up
just...
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lil_billy_ben:
Well, I usually find it frightning when someone or somthing threatens theballance of my world........but then I remember that change is the only constant in the world......maby taxes.
muggan_music:
Pigface, Thrill Kill Kult, Zeromancer, and Bile:
3/19/2003 Wednesday Buffalo, NY, The Continental
3/21/2003 Friday Rochester, NY Water Street Music Hall
le smooch
3/19/2003 Wednesday Buffalo, NY, The Continental
3/21/2003 Friday Rochester, NY Water Street Music Hall
le smooch 
cl0ck
and maybe togetheer we can learn how to do the exhilation thing
people drive me insane
sorry about the pumber
i have to see a mechanic today and i sense a similar exchange
ugh
i get bloody noses all the time
you should just check out P.T. Anderson's storyboards,