real life has a bad tendency to get in the way. i enslaved myself to the wage and i feel guily about submitting to the man and renouncing my bohemian existence. i am a hypocrite, and that sucks.
it's not like i was some sort of general hedonist or a borderline nihilist or anything. i had a set code of moral values and general ethics...
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it's not like i was some sort of general hedonist or a borderline nihilist or anything. i had a set code of moral values and general ethics...
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perpertual exhaustion. it think it's apparent that my life consists of massive amounts of crazy missions towards the end right now, so lets focus on the future:
party at my favorite dive bar with the top floor rented out, a burlesque act and a few bands for the occasion. rum & cokes. 8'6" longboard and my favorite surf spot. renting out a vacation hous on...
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party at my favorite dive bar with the top floor rented out, a burlesque act and a few bands for the occasion. rum & cokes. 8'6" longboard and my favorite surf spot. renting out a vacation hous on...
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so close to returning. sometimes i'm relieved and more often than not i cringe at the idea.
easier than real life. yet a catch twenty-two situation. i want my brain back from the military. i need to re-engage the world and entice my intellect again. though i could just as easily stay for the ease of existence; orders are given, knock tasks/missions out, too easy....
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easier than real life. yet a catch twenty-two situation. i want my brain back from the military. i need to re-engage the world and entice my intellect again. though i could just as easily stay for the ease of existence; orders are given, knock tasks/missions out, too easy....
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i saw that fox again...
try a whole bunch of them, out along the B-position at night through the thermals. Better then some mortar guy. I'm superstitious so I align it with some kind of supernatural comfort. The foxes are there, we're good. Then he jumped on top of the spare tire next to the gunner's turret and looked at me for a solid 3...
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try a whole bunch of them, out along the B-position at night through the thermals. Better then some mortar guy. I'm superstitious so I align it with some kind of supernatural comfort. The foxes are there, we're good. Then he jumped on top of the spare tire next to the gunner's turret and looked at me for a solid 3...
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zachdisaster:
various
the mind is corroding
epic failures abound. why can i not just decide the fate of this scenario? maybe it's because i'm distracted...i watch this ribbon of road and sand mountains for hours in the dark through a green glow with a hand on an automatic weapon. dude, this desert fox is following me...i swear, i've seen it on every mission in this country, overpopulation...
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epic failures abound. why can i not just decide the fate of this scenario? maybe it's because i'm distracted...i watch this ribbon of road and sand mountains for hours in the dark through a green glow with a hand on an automatic weapon. dude, this desert fox is following me...i swear, i've seen it on every mission in this country, overpopulation...
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starfuck:
thanks for comment my set 
really I appreciate it so much!! 
really I appreciate it so much!! bad news caves in like avalanches. this place is terrible enough without the world continuing on without you in a negative downward spiral. Coming inside the wire is supposedly a place of semi-relaxation...at least enough time to catch your breath, turn around, and do it all over again. Instead a measure of impractical SOPs, bad news from homes, and a list of backassward missions fall...
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