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i reconstituted into solid form.

since october:

had high hopes on getting a new job and getting out of ups.
this was a foolish thought at the time.

until i had an interview right after the new year and then got the job.

i gave my two weeks and took two weeks of vacation.

during the second week i decided to go to pittsburgh to...
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skipped work today. think i'll probably be quitting soon, anyways.

i was actually productive today, otherwise. creatively, physically; even cooked a pretty kickass dinner.

i feel like i'm finally coming back to life again as the fall gains momentum. wish me luck, loves.

ok. an update.

i'm drunk. that's not really unexpected if you know me.

so!

got some new furniture. rocked the ikea. place looks pretty good.

fancyketchup should be madder at me than she is for meeting up with another girl.

started arting again. making pretty good new art. job still sucks.

that's about it.

love.

i'm not leaving yet, it seems.

i'll talk more in the coming days.

i've been fighting the drinking a bit more than usual the past few weeks.

i've been very drunk, but i started drawing again. i also realized what i've been drawing, and a lot of things fell into place in my head. there's plenty still up in the air, but some inportant ones...
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i think i'm gonna quit sg in the next week or two. any comments? feel free to leave me your innermost thoughts.

things might be good, or they might be bad.

things do things like that.

awesome. i think i broke my picture. i don't want anybody to look at any of me for a while anyways.

i'm totally fucked in the head.

god i sure hope i am dead

i don't know if i'm angry or not right now.

i do know that i made a quite bearable piece of art at randy's house this evening. i suppose he owns it, tho, since i drew on his poster.

he did get me a bourne supremacy poster from the movies, which was nice.

fuck you.

i'm almost angry.

i ate too much today. it all tasted good though.