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tactical:
Very cute have a good weekend
suispud1:
keep smiling and have a grand weekend
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Wow.

Saturday turned out to be much more eventfull then first expected...

Still in shock honestly.

If it goes anywhere I'll let you know...


M.
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suispud1:
well said
tunnel_vision:
I regret nothing
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Oh my god, this shit gets worse everyday...

Am I doing the right thing? Should I just start taking them again? Am I gonna have to be on antidepressants forever?

I hate this day. I hate this situation. I wish my body could HANDLE this.

FUCK THIS. Seriously? Dr.'s put you on meds to decrease your anxiety - oh but btw, the side affects when...
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friscillating:
1. you won't be on antidepressants forever.
2. questioning the self is useful; do not loathe the self, though. I don't think you're doing that, just a word of warning.
3. cry. but reach out when you are reached out to. allow yourself to be supported through this.

you will pass through this whole.
visigoth:
It sounds like the dosage is wrong. These things can work well but it can be a struggle.

Just remember that it all gets better. You are hitting a bottom. It goes up from here.

/hugs
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5 and 1/2 days off the celexa...not doing great...Still the right choice I think, but not an easy one, lemmie tell ya...

I'm pretty sure theres been a lot of shit I havn't delt with mentally/emotionally because I've been on this crap, and I feel like it's all hitting me at once.

What is it about life, or people, just the world maybe?, that makes...
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sinemetu:
i wish i could send you hug..btw i cry all the time whenever i feel like it..if people have a problem they can hold their shit in but it a great feeling after you do it
zaafirah:
I know...and I admire you. I miss crying, like REALLY crying...
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aj_da_freak:
wow. love Is great to have friends like that
awkes7:
You guys really had fun smile
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indiebuddhist:
Best of luck with no meds.
Which holiday are you boycotting ?
roninjin:
Yeah I'll be working and not partying this weekend myself....pretty picturesmile
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suispud1:
well said
truebrew:
so pretty though....
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Sunday was a success smile Lots of eating and sleeping. Just what I needed.

This is gonna be a busy week work wise, but other then that I should get some much needed time to myself - and god willing not have to go back to the courthouse again after tomorrow, till this is all done.

...I'm dizzy from getting off my meds...good choice tho -...
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roninjin:
Sounds like my weekend(sleeping at least). Grats on being off meds smile
indiebuddhist:
Glad you're doing alright.
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Thank you my loves...

Turns out i'm getting better and better and laying down the law. Good for me, eh? smile

Today wont be much fun...but tomorrow is going to be an emense day of rest, relaxation, rejuvination, and whatever the fuck else I feel like doing! <3

I hope you all have an amzing weekend. You deserve it.

Muah!

M. kiss
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indiebuddhist:
I think you deserve a restful weekend.
zaafirah:
I don't see myself really getting a restfull weekend untill the year is over..but i'm sure as hell gonna try smile
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I could have asked for a worse day, but the only thing that would have been differnt is maybe my ex husband calling me.

Sia's breath me, is never a good song to listen to while your sad. It will only make you feel worse, just fyi.

btw, my name is Megan.

M.
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emersion74:
Sorry things are going bad for you. I know what you're saying I hate it when my ex calls she only calls when she wants something. Hang in there.
friscillating:
M. I'm sorry. frown I am listening to you ...