z_x_silas

my emusic 90 downloads this month:

1) iLiKETRAiNS - Progress Reform
2) Molemen - Chicago City Limits Vol. 2
3) godspeed you! black emperor - f#a#infinity
4) Scanners - Violence is Golden
5) Zeph & Azeem - Rise Up
6) Controller.Controller - X-Amounts
7) Red Knife Lottery - So Much Drama
8) New Black - New Black

Ex Machina by Brian K Vaughan is the best political thriller ever, (and yes it's a comic book) check it out or anything else by BKV.

FUCK YOU I'M FUCING WASTEDD.

"There he goes. One of God's own prototypes. Some kind of high powered mutant never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die."

NO no seriously it's okay... I wasn't going to write anything anyways... except I think... I think I love you... but if... if you don't feel the same I understand.

Going to See El-P, Hangar 18, Yak Ballz, and Slow Suicide Stimulus on Friday, should be a night of drunken fantasticness.

--Z

Broken Dolls For Illustrated Girls



Porcelain stained
with a fallen angel's remains
what truth can we maintain
when love feels pained
her own personal story
a lipstick smeared purgatory
a kissing queen's only glory
in a blink of a demise
ink burns from breast to blue eyes
baptized in black dye
nude in her own disguise
pierced so deep her soul cried
she never thought...
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the catcher in the lie


what a great lie to be alive
mr. president recover from you dive
I'd ask you a few questions but why bother
and stop trying so hard to be like your father
please now enter my embrace
let the tears run down your face
and give me a taste of your sweet disgrace
I forgive you for threading my children...
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Born Of Blood


I got my hazard lamps on and I still can't see pass the madness
I pass the bottle to my lips and move through the sadness
whatever happens tell my little girl I love her
but I hate her mother the ground below and the sky above her
and tell the Devil we deserve each other but my heart bleeds for another...
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go to coachella today, see ya suckas!

Last Weekend: Funeral
This Weekend: Wedding
Next Weekend Coachella

thing are looking up.

there's nothing left of me, even the flees flee and hope to be free of Z.



I need a fucking drink.