yumchen

I'm doing great is school so far but am getting fucking bored already. I invited a friend over for dinner and I think he is afraid of me or something because he invited another friend.
He is a foreign student at my school (and yes I have a mini crush, but a real baby one like a my little pony sized one(and I have a wonderful relationship with my boy)) and I really just want to make friends here to do stuff with on the weekends! My boy will be home later anyway so it's not like I am planning an evening alone for the two of us.
Maybe it's nothing.
It just makes me feel wierd not to be able to be friends with boys anymore now that I have boobs. Thats what it feels like anyway.
Girl friends are fun but I scare most girls here. (the ones I have met so far are from small towns, super christian, or too nice and I am afraid I might hit on them and scare them away when I am drinking.)
Argh.
What is wrong with the world.