yumchen

God damn my lower back is Killing me! Only when i bend forward or sideways or try to stand up or sit down. Damn it. I don't know whether to stretch it out or just lie down.

I am trying to organize my life today. I am one of those people who would put their whole life on paper and make check marks as they finished things. THen i could turn it into god when i die and get a grade. I really want a gold star.
I have it broken down into these catagories so far:
school
work
volunteering
social life
Beer/wine/cordial making
Drawing
Banjo
Closet
Finances,
and Health.
They are not ranked in any particular order, but that is my life in a nutshell, or maybe a green bean shell.
I can't wait for fall. We had a fantastic thinderstorm here in eugene, and i woke up thinking a train had wrecked in the parking garage below. I got up to check it out, and it was POURING! I love rain. It smelled so fucking good i had to wake my lover up to fuck me on the couch so i could smell and hear the rain. I love this temperate rainforest i call home.
Work has been really good the last couple weeks. The other full time manager put in her notice so they are being super nice to me. I like it. I have also gotten the swing of socializing with miserable bitter middle agaed women, and its great to learn that they really are people deeo down under their designer clothes and piles of makeup. It gives me hope. I

I am making a blackberry wine this sunday, as well as a blackberry infused gin. Yum. Invite me over for dinner so i can share!

I need more money, and i am to lazy to wake up early on my days off to donate plasma. Whats a way to pick upo extra cash? I already did naked modeling that rules that out. Maybe i should make drawings and go around the block and try to sell them like i did when i was 5. I made a whole dollar!
I think Gladiator is the winning costume idea, thanks corvus!