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olay olay olay olay, olay, olay, olay olay olay olay, olay, ooolaaayy. One of the greatest songs ever. Especially when you be drunk. Which I am not right now. I did drink yesterday and for about an hour an a half I felt good. But then I over thought a bunch of things, wanted to do a bunch of thing I shouldn't. But it would have been kinda cool to show up in a suit with a dozen roses to see the girl. It would have put me on the map I believe. Today has already been long. I'm pulling a 12 hour day today. Tomorrow I'm at work at 5am and I have a game to work tomorrow night. Saturday we have the Rodeo. And I know that doesn't sound big, but in this small town it is HUGE. I am going with my friend Katie and her two kids. I love her kids. I made dinner for them last night. On a some what related note, there dad is an ass. I have come to realize that I know a lot of dead beat dads. Which is really really sad. I don't know what the hell is wrong with the male population around here. But it really concerns me. My sister has strict orders to kick my ass if I ever begin to even act like some of these guys. And I just told the DS story to another one of my coworkers so now I'm mad again. While I like this girl, and would be very happy if something came of all this, she is my friend, I love being her friend, and I don't what her to be unhappy. Most of all, I don't want her hurt. Physically or emotionally. Her husband/ex husband is abusive. I have no proof of physical, but I know emotional happens on a daily basis. If I could prove the physical, he would have a few bruises also. I don't like my friends to be unhappy, and I know that she is very unhappy right now. So I will do everything in my power to make her happy. As I said, if a relationship came of this, GREAT! But I'm not going to stress if it doesn't. And did I mention her kid loves me. BAck to today. I have about 3 hours left at work, then to the "block" to check on my family. My cousin is sick and I need to check on her. My aunt, well, always need to check on her. I did go to the store for her this morning. Then I'm thinking home, maybe. My room is a disaster zone and I have only a very small walk way in it right now. And while doing all of that I will do my best to flirt with the girl and see if there is any way I can see her tonight. Even if all we do is shop for, um, well I don't care what we shop for. Hell, I'd like to just go for a walk with her. I don't care where we end up. It's been nice here the past couple of days and a walk would be very very nice right about now. Now I really want to go for a walk. I think that sounds a little sappy. But thats just me. My friend Katie use to call me a sugar coated cheese ball. I think that still fits. So here is hoping that I can make today a spectacular day. And I wish you all the same!