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I have done some thinking over the past couple of days. I should probably start with this:
I have mentioned before that I take care of my family. Even if they really piss me off. Monday being a holiday we all got together. And what is really kinda funny is that everyone in my family except for me and my sister, live within a block of each other. We call it "The Block". Cause thats where everyone is. My aunt lives there and that is where I like to spend a lot of my time. I babysit the little one's here, I hang out here, I just like it. She is disabled and is either in bed with pain, or in a motorized chair. In the past year with my help she has gotten more healthy. She has diabetes, she's over weight, and she smokes. not a good combination. But she has made improvements in the past year. She is family, but she is also a friend. In short, we talk to each other and neither one criticizes the other. We like to talk. And because I trust her and I have this relationship with her, I like to take care of her when I can. So it really pisses me off when people take advantage of her and don't care when she is hurting. I came to her house on Monday so she could rest and I could just chill in the calm that was her house. Well 20 min later everyone decided that they should come to her house. 4 kids under the age of 6 and 4 adults who just wanted talk and make noise. And that meant they woke my aunt up when she was hurting. That really upsets me. I know shes in pain most of the time and she does spend a lot of time in bed, but come on. She watches your kids almost every day of the week, give her a break. People are just not considerate sometimes. And on a side note. The is such a thing as white trash, and it visits my aunts house often. Not by her choice. So after that we ate and I took a bunch of pictures. That was the good part of the day. My cousin got a Nikon d5000 for her birthday, and I love it. Its not what she wanted, but her hubby got it for her. I'm happy because I'm pretty sure I'll use it more than she does.

Yesterday, was just a day at work, not much to say about it other than I did get a new athlete to take care of which will help me out. I like to stay busy and she has enough things bothering her that I will stay busy. In short, I fix the broken. And I'm good at it.

Everyone is special, and every one is different in some way or another. And although I do not always look the part, I do consider myself to be unique. I have not tattoos, but I like them, I want some, and i love the ladies who have them. I am very indecisive, and what I want could hinder where I would like to be professionally one day. "The Man" is a pain in the ass. I consider myself unique cause unlike the people that I grew up with
I think differently. I pride myself on that. Do I always consider ,myself to be correct? no. But if I tell you something it usually is. I like listening to other people tell me why they do things, why they like this or that. Consider it the study of a person. Not people, but a person. How often do you get to know someone these days? Or are they an asset? Just someone with a means to an end? It is vary rarely that I meet someone that I just try and get something out of. Unless I'm paying them. I'm not sure if any of this matters or if it is just the ramblings of a bored man who cannot wait to do more with his life. I'm tired of being settled. Do you know what I mean? I'd ramble more, but the baby is demanding attention and I must go. Thank you for reading. I hope those of you that do have a great day.