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The city breathes soo softly, everything is sleeping. I am at the window, silently watching. I can see you standing, alone against the winter. I can hear you asking, but the streets-they are not giving.

Don't look to the ocean, restless in its dreaming. Don't look to the heavens, for they will tell you nothing. If living is for learning, and dying is forgetting, once...
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Today marks the 6th year anniversary of my car accident, that killed my oldest sister. She was 34, and I've outlived her now. With a lot of regret and pain. And questions...

Purpose. Why am I here?

I've been trying to "hate" less...not let things bother me. Try to help people. Or be there when they need someone..

I try and offer an unbiased voice...
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"All matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. We are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves."

Sphere - the sense of self, my call is lightning in the rain. Seen the lights of hell, my soul will surely find again. And you're running the nails!

Alright, this is gonna be pretty shitty and sad and dark. Just a forewarning.

I never agreed with psychiatrists and psychologists. I don't want your fuckin' pills, nor do I wanna sit on your fuckin' couch and "talk" about my fuckin' feelings. I FEEL them. I don't need you to understand them.

When I discuss certain things with friends or family, they default to "you...
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I closed on a house a few weeks ago. I live near a neat city with friendly people. My job takes me all over, I'm four states short of visiting all 50 US states. Visited a few different countries. I do ok. I meet interesting people and see interesting things.

I wake up every morning, and my first thought? "Why."

I don't live for myself...it...
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I'm apparently a natural percussionist. Picked it up just shy of highschool. Haven't played in years though I love music.

Dearest lovely talented SGs, what can you play? What do you wish you could play?

For me, it would be the piano, pipe organ, harp, or any string instrument. There is something elegant and enchanting about a piano. I feel it really captures emotion... all...
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Lots going on. I've been MIA for while, I know my 15 followers must be worried sick!

Been very busy travelling with work, and just relocated to the Nashville TN area. So if you're a nice SG and willing to show me around and gain a good friend, well I'm your ball of yarn, kitten!

Biggest regret about leaving NJ, besides a few close friends,...
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Some of the comments or remarks that guys are making on sets, are just completely rude and disrespectful...and disgusting. Where are all the gentlemen? Really grinds my gears.

Weird, right? Well, that's my type of hype. Where else can I even utter such ridiculous requests, but before people I feel comfortable in front of? ( a keyboard... )

Besides, ladies. To me, nothing is more attractive or sexy as a girl with laughter that resembles the harmonic resonance of an angel. Who will laugh at my jokes, who is easy to make smile,...
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