hung over after a night of drinking with jet and sylas. god. i love them both. i put four drops of absinthe in my alcohol and that was just nifty. if i wasn't such a lame and lazy drunk there would be pictures. lauren and josh get back soon from their five month stint teaching english pronunciations to chinese kids. thank god. i miss those kids. me and the jetster are going to drive to new york the weekend before the 4th of july to pick them up and traipse around the city for a few days. i've never been and i'm really excited to be going with the three craziest partiers i know. (i love my roomies) i work at gadzooks in the mall now and that is not as lame as i thought it might be. it's actually kind of fun to doll up and go in and pretend to be someone i'm not all day. fuck though, i'm such a horrible friend. i'm missing the davie high graduation on saturday, joe, diego, neely, and samantha are all graduating and fucking forgot. and now i have to work. also i'm a horrible daughter, i haven't talked to my dad in over a month, and he's still letting me go to college, i should be grateful, but i just feel resentment because i know it's only a ploy to try to control me some more. and i almost forgot about father's day. thank god for soup and a comfy/cozy bed. my head feels much better than it probably should. new york new york new york! we're making a welcome back to america kit. anyone know where we can get skippy snack bars by the pound? josh loves them. i am so retarded in love with jet, last night he told me that i would be delicately hung over, and that made me giggle. i totally shouldn't have let him watch chasing amy though. now he keeps asking me if i want him to deep dick me. gah. that boy...i'm feeling kind of distracted...i've had a falling out with an old friend. actually we've been falling out for the past two years, but i'm basically over it. people change, and friendships fade, and i'm not crying myself to sleep because we aren't tight anymore. she keeps crying about it to everyone, and says its my fault, but when i try to make it better, she insults me and my life and says she's not comfortable with my life style. (of drinking, and having sex, and living with my boyfriend, and smoking weed...) except she's a hypocrite because she does the exact same stuff, she just lets her family/fiance ruin her life and run her over. i'm really sorry she's miserable, but i'm pretty damn happy, and i'm not going to let her ruin that like she's been trying to for the past two years because she's insecure with her own life. gah. gah. gah. people suck. thank god for my true friends though.
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