had fun on new years. drank too much and danced all night with a little hot girlie who gave me her number!
Things i now know to be true about myself having lived yet another year:
Sometimes i have the attention span of a goldfish.even though im not a pot head anymore!
I lose my motivation as fast as it arrives. This is something i dislike about myself very much and plan on remedying.
I NEED to paint.
i am no longer bitter about not going to...
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Sometimes i have the attention span of a goldfish.even though im not a pot head anymore!
I lose my motivation as fast as it arrives. This is something i dislike about myself very much and plan on remedying.
I NEED to paint.
i am no longer bitter about not going to...
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ive been thinking about cuting my hair the way it is in my second id pic on here again. this hair cut is just that one grown out, and i was gonna grow it out for the winter, but im not sure now. i donno. i do kinda like braiding my hair. maybe i just need some more texturing and layers. either way i go...
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so im starting to really look forward to going to ontario in a couple weeks. it is my grandpas 80th bday and my whole family is going. its the mans first time on a plane so we will see how that goes. i guess i used to fly well so hopefully its not too bad. i dont think he will really enjoy his ears popping,...
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uproot:
killer, i've always wanted to go to ontario and see where most canadians live, i bet i won't like it cause it looks crowded and snowy but i just want to make sure
yellowdays:
meh, its ok, bc is better ,but i do really enjoy niagra falls
WHEW!!!!!!!!!
you know, it felt a lot longer than about 2 months, but i guess that is how long i didnt have a membership to the site for.
my daily life will now be once again complete because i can look at hot alternitive pin up girls as much as i please! w00t! THANK FUCKING GAWD!
so updates in the life of michi.
the man...
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you know, it felt a lot longer than about 2 months, but i guess that is how long i didnt have a membership to the site for.
my daily life will now be once again complete because i can look at hot alternitive pin up girls as much as i please! w00t! THANK FUCKING GAWD!
so updates in the life of michi.
the man...
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today i am in BC at my best friends house. i arrived this morning, went to 'Micheals' with her motherinlaw who picked me up at the airport. then i came back to their place and had a really lovely nap on the couch in the sun, like a cat, until her hubby came home. then i chilled with him in the basement as he did...
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uproot:
your membership ran out ackkkk
today i am going to the city for a play and dinner with a friend from work, it should be a really good time. 
sooooooooooooooo
i hired a friend to be lokis babysitter. and said babysitter is not my exe's fave person, nor my exe's moms. so i had built up this great big blow out in my head that ended rather nicely. he could see how absolutely anxious beyond all matter of verbalization i was, and reacted in a way i didnt see as masking anything.
on another...
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i hired a friend to be lokis babysitter. and said babysitter is not my exe's fave person, nor my exe's moms. so i had built up this great big blow out in my head that ended rather nicely. he could see how absolutely anxious beyond all matter of verbalization i was, and reacted in a way i didnt see as masking anything.
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yup....
fml
fml
yellowdays:
sooooooooooooooo
i hired a friend to be lokis babysitter. and said babysitter is not my exe's fave person, nor my exe's moms. so i had built up this great big blow out in my head that ended rather nicely. he could see how absolutely anxious beyond all matter of verbalization i was, and reacted in a way i didnt see as masking anything.
on another note, my friend stacy was there. he is really cool guy. and i have been all consumed by this other friend of mine i have been building feelings for lately, that im almost 100% sure doesnt feel anywhere near the same as me. anyhow, i needed to talk to my ex about the impending doom i had created in my mind,and i didnt want to do it before his last bowling game, cuz if he did take it badly i didnt want it to ruin his game, you know?
so i headed to the bar side of his employment to use the washroom before chickening out and going home, and i saw a friend. so i hung out with him waiting for my ex to be done bowling. i was really ajitated as i said prior, and i was really glad my friend was there. we played air hockey and he did a good job of keeping me distracted. i felt so relieved after talking to my ex, that i decided that i should have a drink with my friend.... or 2 or 3. lol. we played pool and he calmed me right down. it was so good. and i have been so concentrated on this other friend, and tonight i really really wanted to kiss stacy, i didnt, but im kinda regreting it now. not that the opertunity was laid out for me, but i coulda just done it, just for the hell of it, just cuz i have always kinda wondered what it would be like. i need to start being more spontaneous i think.
i drove in the city yesterday, that was pretty liberating. mhm. should have kissed him i think.
i hired a friend to be lokis babysitter. and said babysitter is not my exe's fave person, nor my exe's moms. so i had built up this great big blow out in my head that ended rather nicely. he could see how absolutely anxious beyond all matter of verbalization i was, and reacted in a way i didnt see as masking anything.
on another note, my friend stacy was there. he is really cool guy. and i have been all consumed by this other friend of mine i have been building feelings for lately, that im almost 100% sure doesnt feel anywhere near the same as me. anyhow, i needed to talk to my ex about the impending doom i had created in my mind,and i didnt want to do it before his last bowling game, cuz if he did take it badly i didnt want it to ruin his game, you know?
so i headed to the bar side of his employment to use the washroom before chickening out and going home, and i saw a friend. so i hung out with him waiting for my ex to be done bowling. i was really ajitated as i said prior, and i was really glad my friend was there. we played air hockey and he did a good job of keeping me distracted. i felt so relieved after talking to my ex, that i decided that i should have a drink with my friend.... or 2 or 3. lol. we played pool and he calmed me right down. it was so good. and i have been so concentrated on this other friend, and tonight i really really wanted to kiss stacy, i didnt, but im kinda regreting it now. not that the opertunity was laid out for me, but i coulda just done it, just for the hell of it, just cuz i have always kinda wondered what it would be like. i need to start being more spontaneous i think.
i drove in the city yesterday, that was pretty liberating. mhm. should have kissed him i think.
so i am kinda sorta falling for someone
i dont see it working out
fuck my life
i dont see it working out
fuck my life