So something big is coming.
I feel like im just waiting for the other shoe to drop
I'm unsure if its good or bad. I can just sense change coming, and something big.
Yet at the same time I always have apprehension about winter and how my body will react to the cold harsh winter.
I go in to see the surgeon on friday, so...
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I feel like im just waiting for the other shoe to drop
I'm unsure if its good or bad. I can just sense change coming, and something big.
Yet at the same time I always have apprehension about winter and how my body will react to the cold harsh winter.
I go in to see the surgeon on friday, so...
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lovechristina:
I always feel that way about winter as well. I keep getting nose bleeds and I think it's a bad omen but maybe I'm just crazy. Or maybe it's just the dry weather 
beautifak:
The great thing is that something is coming. Is boring when nothing happens and the things are the same.
So my x is driving me up a wall and really breaking my heart
She started dating a junky over my birthday and broke up with him friday night.
apparently he got violent with her.
which now means I have to hurt him.
ugh. the whole situation, life makes me sick lately.
why can't I break ties!
why does every 5 or 6 days some...
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She started dating a junky over my birthday and broke up with him friday night.
apparently he got violent with her.
which now means I have to hurt him.
ugh. the whole situation, life makes me sick lately.
why can't I break ties!
why does every 5 or 6 days some...
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So my birthday was fuckin rough.
I'm glad its over and that I can move past it.
The whole day I was on the verge of tears.
But a week later I'm doing better?
The cold bites harsh on my exposed skin
Its bitter from months of being caged in the north.
The worst part is that I know its only the start of winter....
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I'm glad its over and that I can move past it.
The whole day I was on the verge of tears.
But a week later I'm doing better?
The cold bites harsh on my exposed skin
Its bitter from months of being caged in the north.
The worst part is that I know its only the start of winter....
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shanti:
i will share some of my life stories with you... i have been there... i took in my ex's dog, all his furniture our tables, records and ended up footing close to 5000 i didnt have, so i pulled it from a credit card, i never came close to paying it back and kept digging myself into debt... he took what he wanted and moved away... i was left with a debt terrible credit and a bunch of boxes of worthless shit and furniture... i finally got rid of all his stuff, the 900$ bedframe we shared together i gave to a friend, and its funny how a piece of materiel can effect your heart, mind, spirit... i feel so much better, i am so close to getting out of debt five years later... just one more year and ill be back to where i started. good credit and no debt. he's with some lady and has a baby, something i could never give him, i have learnt to let it go. you are sadly only responsible for your own actions and behavior. everything is a lesson, learn from it... maybe she will come around maybe she wont but it wont matter to you no more. look after yourself cause you owe urself happiness. xoxo
Last year I awoke in her arms
This year I awake, half stoned as the telephone rings.
Its a well wisher, calling to congratulate another year down.
A year ago today was full.
Today empty and alone i lay in my bed with music on to cover my tears
and pills meant to help cage a beast that doesn't want to let me near 24....
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This year I awake, half stoned as the telephone rings.
Its a well wisher, calling to congratulate another year down.
A year ago today was full.
Today empty and alone i lay in my bed with music on to cover my tears
and pills meant to help cage a beast that doesn't want to let me near 24....
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erinrob:
this is really well written
riese:
Wow, you really mean business! Its a great blog but very sad.... hope your ok!
So I have The dopest dope.
No jokin this stuff is amazing.
Work has also picked up, which has been rad.
I love working hard, it feels amazing.
Its pretty safe to say that life's been rad.
The lady situation is non existent and the lack of human contact has been brutal, but other then that life has been good.
I went and had lunch...
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nukeboxhero:
Way to keep your chin up man, times are rough these days for all of us, I'm glad you are being one that looks on the upside. My lady luck is shit lately too... harsh, but it is what it is... or isn't. Anyway man, happy early birthday, I hope you have a great one!
Cheers,
Jason
Cheers,
Jason
Alright
I'm feeling weak lately.
I really miss my x.
I keep feeling that I made a mistake.
really I think its much more of the security that I miss.
To be totally honest sex is also a big factor
But mostly its the companionship.
the whole situation is only made worse by the face that it seems I can't get a date to save...
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I'm feeling weak lately.
I really miss my x.
I keep feeling that I made a mistake.
really I think its much more of the security that I miss.
To be totally honest sex is also a big factor
But mostly its the companionship.
the whole situation is only made worse by the face that it seems I can't get a date to save...
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silvercharmer:
You need to be secure in yourself, by yourself, before you go trying to start another relationship. It'll make for a happier and much healthier partnership later.
Hello world
I hope all has been well for you.
Now that the introduction is done i had better show the waver..
I'm going to delve into my feelings now so this is your chance to leave while you still can.
ok fair warning right?
So I finally feel like I'm standing on my own two feet. I still teeter a bit but definently on...
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I hope all has been well for you.
Now that the introduction is done i had better show the waver..
I'm going to delve into my feelings now so this is your chance to leave while you still can.
ok fair warning right?
So I finally feel like I'm standing on my own two feet. I still teeter a bit but definently on...
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I need some love.
I don't mean sex, while it would be nice
so if there are any takers, but that's not exactly what I'm talking
about.
A few days ago I sat and thought that maybe I don't accept love the way everyone else does.
With my family love always had a catch. Love was always conditional and more often then not it was...
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I don't mean sex, while it would be nice
so if there are any takers, but that's not exactly what I'm talking
about.
A few days ago I sat and thought that maybe I don't accept love the way everyone else does.
With my family love always had a catch. Love was always conditional and more often then not it was...
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mercie:
ps - your two tone glasses are pretty rad.
zepp:
i'm on lyrica. it helps but does shit for flare ups
Love will never be lost on me.
Life has continued to be her mysterious self.
The things that I had thought were sure shots keep missing
I just keep hoping that the my dreams get closer to coming true.
Reaching for the stars while my ass is stuck in the mud right
Life has continued to be her mysterious self.
The things that I had thought were sure shots keep missing
I just keep hoping that the my dreams get closer to coming true.
Reaching for the stars while my ass is stuck in the mud right
I'm sick and my heart hurts 
I woke up sick this morning but trudged on anyway.
we played a show tonight and I think it went well.
there were a lot of attractive people there, but my self confidence is so fucking shot right now that i couldn't
muster much more then a hello.
The first is almost upon us. Katy is almost all moved...
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I woke up sick this morning but trudged on anyway.
we played a show tonight and I think it went well.
there were a lot of attractive people there, but my self confidence is so fucking shot right now that i couldn't
muster much more then a hello.
The first is almost upon us. Katy is almost all moved...
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chrysis:
Thanks for the add.
Sounds like I caught you at a rough spot.
Your words all feel like things I've been writing lately.
You have to muscle through.
It starts to make sense again.
<3
Sounds like I caught you at a rough spot.
Your words all feel like things I've been writing lately.
You have to muscle through.
It starts to make sense again.
<3
So I'm trying to fend off sleep
I feel as if I'm keeping the sun from coming up for all of those who are still out living.
Tonight was a good night.
I went to Monroe and watched a friend of mine play at a hookah bar.
I felt very incomplete though, I know this whole being single thing is going to take its time...
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I feel as if I'm keeping the sun from coming up for all of those who are still out living.
Tonight was a good night.
I went to Monroe and watched a friend of mine play at a hookah bar.
I felt very incomplete though, I know this whole being single thing is going to take its time...
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The waters are slowly starting to settle in the middle of the malstrom
I now have a roomate who will be moving in as my old one moves out.
Kinda of a bizzar childhood game, or the rotating of a turnstile.
I know that things have far from come to peace, but for now my emotions have settled.
My cravings for attention have had their...
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I now have a roomate who will be moving in as my old one moves out.
Kinda of a bizzar childhood game, or the rotating of a turnstile.
I know that things have far from come to peace, but for now my emotions have settled.
My cravings for attention have had their...
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