Wednesday Feb 18, 2004

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I don't know where my motivation has gone the last few days.I've been ignoring my essay,missing Aikido and not practicing piano as much as I need to.Not good.At least I've still been getting my ass to work but that's not enough.I'm more than a drone and need outside interests.I better figure out whats bugging me soon because I don't have time for this pity party.
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friedbanana105:
i scored tickets! did you?
friedbanana105:
40 minutes? yeah, i was first in line at 7:00... biggrin (no way i was going to miss this...)

i am very stoked!

Monday Feb 09, 2004

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Ahhhh.Got a week off work.Needed some time off so I took it.Nice thing about my job is that it's dead there untill March so there was no problem getting this week off.Got lunch with a friend and coffe with another but otherwise it's just me time.
Now I have no excuses not to get an essay I''ve been procrastinating on done.
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niobe:
I know I come off as a big Trent groupie. But I really do love his music. He is a genius. I put in a NIN album and I still get blown away at how great it is. There will never be another band like them. I am not saying that I don't find Trent sexy, but a great part of his appeal is his talent.
niobe:
Don't get me started. There are more pics of him on my computer than there are of me. Just look at the pics I have uploaded on here. love

Friday Jan 30, 2004

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WTF!!!
My ISP has changed it's start page and almost every time I try to get here I get an error message.Obviously not this time,so I'm going to rant.
This is fucking stupid!!It's not just this site either but this is the one that I miss most of all.Why can't companies just leave shit alone instead of always trying to "improve customer service".The new start...
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wonderpants:
Thanks much.
Sorry never responded to your group post about my time in Aikido and "being active"-I still don't know if it would have been worse for me without it; I think that's one of those questions better not to ask yourself. Today I'm grateful for all the time, training and experiences. I definitely think I would have been closer to dying without it but that may gotten me to stop sooner. robot

Tuesday Jan 27, 2004

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Well got the marks for the first assignment for the Philosophy course I'm taking.I was kind of choked at first when saw I only got 64%. Once I thought about it though I realised I did pretty good considering it is a university course and I havn't been in school for 14 years.I'll try to put more time into the next assignment now I know...
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Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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I finally have found how much I can do without cracking.I had to come home from work today because I was exausted to the point of collapse.Sucks getting old,means I'll have to start scaling back on what I'm doing so I can get more than four hours of sleep a night.I've got a few ideas what to drop but if I was able I'd like...
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purephase:
old old. yes, i do not want to get old.

Wednesday Jan 07, 2004

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When do you know if you've crossed that fine line between keeping in touch and harrasement?
I've got a friend who I phone on a weekly basis but never get a chance to talk to her.I reach her no problem but she's always on the other line or heading out.When she says she'll phone back she never does.I've asked her point blank if she dosn't...
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mohollyweird:
post more in the sober group buddy!!! let us know where you at!!!
dickiev:
Good work dude, congratulations.

Wednesday Dec 31, 2003

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I recieved a pakage yesterday from the B.C.O.U with mixed feelings.
It's a university level course, Introduction To Philosophy, that I had registered for a few days ago in order to start using my mind again.
The job I work at now isn't leading anywhere and I've had enough of it.Most of the people I work with spend all day whining about how crappy the...
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Thursday Dec 25, 2003

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Deck the halls with Santa's balls fa lala lala lala la la ...
Merry Chistmas to everyone hope you have a great day.I get to deal with the family tradition of pretending we're all in the same house as we stake out our own seperate area and spend the day there.It ain't social but it cuts down on fighting.
I got invited to hang out...
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adroitbeing:
My pleasure on the link man. Hope it helps.
yawg:
I recieved a package from the B.C.O.U yesterday,one I had been waiting for with mixed feelings.
It's a university level course,Introdution to Philosophy,that I registered for a few days ago in the hopes to start using my mind again.
I've realised that the job I'm currentley doing isn't going to lead anywhere and I've had enough of it.Most of the people I work with spend all day whining how crappy the job is without doing anything proactive about changing their situation.That's not me.
I've been out of school for so long that I felt doing this course would prepare me mentally before I start persuing a diploma,probably a trades course.
I'm looking forward to digging into it because I like to learn but must admit the words exams and assignments kind of make me nervous. confused

Monday Dec 22, 2003

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People sometimes ask me "Why are you always thinking about worker's rights?It isn't that bad here."Let me explain what happened where I work today and you decide.
One of the employees drove a forklift into a natural gas pipe that runs through the warehouse I work in and broke it.He didn't realise what had happened at first and continued on.About half an hour later he...
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Wednesday Dec 17, 2003

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(runs screaming into journal...)

I GOT A SWORD !
I GOT A SWORD !

ahem'

After a year of studying Iaido(the way of the draw) my sensei had finally given me permission to use an iaito.No more bokkans for this samurai wanabe, the real thing.So tonight when I went to practice he showed up with one he had managed to track down and let me...
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theinsomniac:
Just promise me you will use it for good, and not evil.

wink
theinsomniac:
Dude, I'm afriad Flux would totally kick your ass and you know it. Her Shao-Lin is mighty indeed.
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