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I got into another big argument with Raf (my coworker) yesterday. I'm completely fed up. I'm done. I'm looking for a new job. I sure will miss the $15/hr, but it's not worth it. I'm miserable here. I've just been going through the motions. I'm a zombie in this office. I can't take it anymore. Who cares if my dad will be mad at me...
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This has been a great couple of weeks.


I started my acting classes on the 12th, and they're going really well. It's all about being in the moment and reading your fellow actor's behavior and emotions. We're finally getting some lines on Monday to work with. I can't wait! But the commute on the train is poopy. At least I always see interesting weirdos on...
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I have 9 hr work days every weekday....I hate waking up at 7am every day! And starting next week, I'll be getting home at nearly midnight every monday and wednesday from the city....wake up @ 7, work 8a-5p, then train into the city for a class from 7p-10:30p, OH! and Tuesdays, Thursdays & Fridays I'll be going to physical therapy, so I'll be getting home...
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I'm still shaking...I can't believe it...my friend, my first boyfriend...I was looking forward to running into him at school when I transferred in the near future....Brian, you have so many friends and you were a good guy. Wishing your family the best in this unimaginably
difficult time... you Cerdelli.

R.I.P. Brian Cerdelli
10/1/1988-6/28/2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

My sister got me the Farscape series collection and some makeup, my mom got me some clothes and lip gloss, and my dad got me the computer chair I really wanted! So far this birthday is going pretty well.

Except for the part where my sister had an allergy attack and almost fainted at Benihana last night. lololol she's fine. She...
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All motivation gone. No urge to do anything.

a sad yap is a bad yap.

*sigh*

In other news, I got the cortisone shot...felt the worst pain in the world (again) after the anesthesia wore off. That crazy pain didn't last long though, but my ankle is barely any better. Might need surgery. JOY.

Haven't seen Wilkie in over a month, and am thinking he's...
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I'm going to get my cortisone shot in my ankle today at 3! I'm nervous...I hope it doesn't hurt too much, but it probably will....I mean, a needle is going to be shoved in between my ankle bones...that can't feel good.

Life has been pretty mellow lately....Except for Saturday. I went to a party, and Alex, one of RIck's friends, grabbed me at one point,...
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I'M GOING TO THE MUSE CONCERT!! again...haha

October 23rd, baby!!!!


SO EXCITED!!!!

They were amazing back in March, and will be amazing still!!!!

And this time will be more fun, cuz I won't have to tolerate my bf being a pissy bitch. Oofa! Did I just say that? Yea...he was giving me 'tude back then, and that's when things were rocky between us. Now I'm...
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Happy May!

I'm getting a cortisone shot in my ankle in a week from this Wednesday! I love being this injured! Hopefully this works and I won't need surgery. If I get surgery, then I get to go through more physical therapy! NOOOOO!!!!

Wish me luck.


FML.

My friend, Jimmy, is in the hospital. He's been there since last night. I'm not sure what's going on with him, but the fact that he's got diabetes makes it all the more scary. I hope he's alright and lets all wish the best for my buddy. <3