Wednesday Mar 24, 2010

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.......He still doesn't know what to do.....

I quickly realized I really didn't want to lose him.....with how long he's taking, I'm thinking he's just in denial about breaking up. He probably wants to end it but is too afraid to yet. I will never date a virgin or anyone who hasn't really been in a serious relationship ever again.

Wednesday Mar 24, 2010

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Yea...had a total meltdown on monday. Cried at work...uh...2 or 3 times....and then cried more at home.

But I'm feeling alot better and more hopeful now! I got it all out of my system, and I'm ready to move forward. I'm confident that I can make this relationship work. Now lets just hope that my bf wants to make it work too, otherwise it's going...
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franie:
Here's to hoping it sorts itself out soon enough!smile
yap:
Thanks skull

Monday Mar 22, 2010

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I'm falling apart....relationship issues suck and it's even worse when your bf says he doesn't know what he wants to do. So I'm stuck here, waiting for him to make a choice, because I know I want to be with him. I want us to be able to work through our issues and I want to end up with him in the end. But it's...
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Wednesday Mar 17, 2010

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Everyone I speak to is telling me I should leave him. I don't completely disagree....Neither of us seem to be having a good time anymore, which isn't fair to either of us. Relationships are supposed to be fun and not full of worry and doubt. We're 21 and 23. We're still babies and deserve to be happy. We can try to maintain a friendship, still...
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methodology:
You should give up the fight and take time apart, if its meant to be that you should be together then later down the line then it'll happen but by then you'll both be older and wiser.
From the way you write it seems like its over and you both just need to realise that.
Although saying all this I am the worlds worst with relationships so any advice I offer could stink smile

Whatever you do I hope it works out for you.

Monday Mar 15, 2010

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I'm very irritated...Friends of mine are all of a sudden coming on to me. I have a boyfriend, why are you messing with me head. I'm 21, and on my own I think enough about wanting to be 'free' but I don't want to be...but I kinda do....and it's not helping that my bf and I have been having issues for a while now. He...
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Wednesday Mar 10, 2010

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R.I.P. Corey Haim.

Sucks that he overdosed...he seemed like a nice guy...with alot of drug problems, but he still seemed cool.

Stuff like this makes me sad.....he was only 38.

Half of the Corey's is gone....and now the semi-psycho is the only one left...Feldman is so weird...He kinda freaks me out...lol


R.I.P. Corey Haim kiss
lumo:
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Friday Mar 05, 2010

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I'm not talking to my coworker, who sits right next to me, and (YET AGAIN) his fucking radio was too loud for my taste. He listens to crappy talk radio...it's got like the news or something...nothing like O&A or Z100. So I hate it, and I don't want to hear it at all. I listen to my own music with HEADPHONES. No one here is...
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Thursday Mar 04, 2010

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Bikram Yoga tonight was awesome. Class went from 6-7:30(ish). It was intense. My shirt is still wet with sweat. But don't worry...I'm showered and it's in the hamper. But I couldn't miss my shows after class, so I stayed in my sweaty nasty during Idol and Grey's, but ran to the shower as soon as they were over. biggrin

It was really difficult, and I did...
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turbulence:
you seem constantly loosing... cool!
yap:
Thanks! My whole torso is so sore from the past 2 days of working out, it's awesome! I can't wait to go to yoga again tomorrow! biggrin

Thursday Mar 04, 2010

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So I kind of started eating a little better over the past couple of weeks...I think...lol
And so far I worked out last wednesday and last night. Twice in a week.

And I'm down 5lbs! I am now 175lbs...no more 180! Only 35lbs to go! Unless I look/feel super sexy with a little more or less weight on me. I'm really not trying to go...
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Monday Mar 01, 2010

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Went out for Tim's birthday on Saturday. We went to a Japanese Hibachi/Karaoke place. It was alot of fun.
Don't get a long island iced tea from there though....It was painful to drink it. It was SOO strong, and tasted nothing like it should have. But I finished it, cuz I payed for it! lol And a very bearded (it has a life of its...
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azyle:
love karaoke always so funny wink

Thursday Feb 25, 2010

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Slowly losing my mind....I had a big near falling out with my bf last night at like 1am, and every time i closed my eyes to try and fall asleep so I could ignore the fight, Newgrounds videos kept running through my mind. I couldn't stop it. I watched SO MUCH of those videos yesterday at work...they had total control. But after that mess, and...
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Tuesday Feb 23, 2010

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Can't wait for i-con at the end of next month!! I'm nearly done putting together my best costume yet! I just have to figure out how to squish my boobs so flat it looks like they never existed! That's going to be tough for this D girl, who doesn't quite fit into her bras anymore....Putting on a few pounds means don't bend over unless you...
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