So few days ago my wife was snooping on my son's phone (something I dont totally agree with but thats another blog I suppose) and found out a few things that she seems to be having a hard time dealing with. That surprises me more than anything because she is a very open and understanding person. Maybe its different when its your own son.
So anyway my son is 16 so hes not really a child yet still not a grown man, altjough he stands or rather slouches at over 6 ft tall. And also he is a furry. Im going to assume most of you know what that is. Doesnt bother me in the slightest as I, being very very sexually curious, dipped my toe in that world a long time ago. Something I can see myself getting into if my wife was, which she isnt. Actually on the flipside I find it mildly amusing in a way-to-go son kind of attitude. She did bring this up to him which he confirmed so he knows we know. I been getting weird looks from him since as if he expects me to bring it up which I really want to do but she said to give him his place and I respect that.
The other thing she found out he does NOT know we know and that is that he is homosexual. Or whatever the proper term is these days. Im lost with all this gender stuff going on. This also doesn't bother me at all as some of you may know I used to be bisexual. I say used to be because now that I'm with my wife I just only be with my wife. THis seems to be what she is having a hard time coming to terms with which confuses me why because we have had gay friends in the past and she was totally okay with it. I hope gay is a not wrong term to use here. This is one reason I would like to bring up the other thing so I can tell him about some of my sexual experience and that it's totally okay and acceptable but really who wants to hear that from their dad. Anyway I just really felt the need to tell somebody and the SG Community just seems to be very open so I thought this was a good place to do it somewhat anonymously. I would actually love any thoughts and opinions on this matter as I really don't know what to do and it could literally take years and years before he's comfortable enough to come out of the closet so to speak and I don't know if I can wait that long. But of course this isn't about me this is about him so all I can do is sit and wait and hopefully read your comments to make me feel better.
Well I'm at lunch and my soup is getting cold so I guess I'd better just end this here and eats my food before I go back to the miserable existence which is my job hopefully for not too much longer but that's a whole nother blog in itself.
Thanks SG Community for listening to me vent and have a fabulous day.
Much love
Yaoth
