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i want to thank you all for your kind words and understanding, it means a lot to me to read what you all left for me.

As you know christmas day Alice and I released a balloon in memory of our loss, we drove to the North York Moors and let go of a balloon for us and one on behalf of my parents, it was very difficult for me to do and if i'm honest i did not want to let go. i've found this christmas very difficult and hate the feelings i am going through, i dont know how to help Alice and get her through this time, she is very very low and very quiet, i wish i knew how to take care of her.

i know that there are some people in this world that will say our child wasnt really a child as Alice was about 9 weeks pregnant, but i say bollocks, it was our child that we lost and will never know what may have come of her in the years ahead.




rest in peace my little girl, i think about you always