xxxkuma:
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SPIRITUAL FOOD FOR THE DAY 6/13/06
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY - THE AMENDED LIFE
When I first got sober, I had no idea what it really meant to make direct amends for harms done. I mean, I knew what the step said, but it was really one of those things that, to know and not to do, is not really to know. All I had...
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THOUGHT FOR THE DAY - THE AMENDED LIFE
When I first got sober, I had no idea what it really meant to make direct amends for harms done. I mean, I knew what the step said, but it was really one of those things that, to know and not to do, is not really to know. All I had...
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SPIRITUAL FOOD FOR THE DAY
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY - STUPID PEOPLE
You know who I'm talking about, don't pretend like you don't, and all of us at one point or another have been one of these people. I'm talking about the type of folks who take 37 rolls of film on there vacation in Cabo, hold onto them for six months and then take...
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THOUGHT FOR THE DAY - STUPID PEOPLE
You know who I'm talking about, don't pretend like you don't, and all of us at one point or another have been one of these people. I'm talking about the type of folks who take 37 rolls of film on there vacation in Cabo, hold onto them for six months and then take...
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xxnecroxx:
I would much rather have a disposable camera because then you get paper copies of youre pictures...but A digital camera you can do the same thing I guess....
It's kinda like refusing to do the self checkout line ( because I sure as hell wont do that haha)
But youre right with the willfull ignorance statement....but sometimes its easier to stick with what you've done the past 20 years than start with the new technology and whatnot.
It's kinda like refusing to do the self checkout line ( because I sure as hell wont do that haha)
But youre right with the willfull ignorance statement....but sometimes its easier to stick with what you've done the past 20 years than start with the new technology and whatnot.
SPIRITUAL FOOD FOR THE DAY - 5/10/06
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY - LIMITATIONS
How readily I admit that I can't do something when it isn't something that I like to do in the first place. But, when I get stuck in the WANT of doing something, I often times will overextend myself, pushing and sometimes exceeding my own limits, just to make myself look good,...
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THOUGHT FOR THE DAY - LIMITATIONS
How readily I admit that I can't do something when it isn't something that I like to do in the first place. But, when I get stuck in the WANT of doing something, I often times will overextend myself, pushing and sometimes exceeding my own limits, just to make myself look good,...
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SPIRITUAL FOOD FOR THE DAY
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY - LEARNING TO PLAY
When students first learn to play the piano, they are usually taught to use only one hand and include very few keys. Then they move on to using two hands, eventually learning to play all the keys, the high ones as well as the low. In fact, part of the pleasure of...
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THOUGHT FOR THE DAY - LEARNING TO PLAY
When students first learn to play the piano, they are usually taught to use only one hand and include very few keys. Then they move on to using two hands, eventually learning to play all the keys, the high ones as well as the low. In fact, part of the pleasure of...
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SPIRITUAL FOOD FOR THE DAY
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY - MISTAKES
I developed a tremendous fear of making mistakes. It seemed crucial to cover every possibile outcome, because mistakes often led to an avalanche of accusations and abuse from the sick people in my life - and eventually from myself. My self-esteem diminished because the slightest error felt huge and I couldn't let it go....
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THOUGHT FOR THE DAY - MISTAKES
I developed a tremendous fear of making mistakes. It seemed crucial to cover every possibile outcome, because mistakes often led to an avalanche of accusations and abuse from the sick people in my life - and eventually from myself. My self-esteem diminished because the slightest error felt huge and I couldn't let it go....
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THOUGHT FOR THE DAY - ANXIETY
ANXIETY - A state of uneasiness and apprehension, as about future uncertainties
APPLY IT TO MYSELF: With an almost predictable certainty, anxiety rears its ugly head again. More often then not these days, I can see it coming. I know how I'm going to react when a time frame comes into view, or when I know that I'm going...
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ANXIETY - A state of uneasiness and apprehension, as about future uncertainties
APPLY IT TO MYSELF: With an almost predictable certainty, anxiety rears its ugly head again. More often then not these days, I can see it coming. I know how I'm going to react when a time frame comes into view, or when I know that I'm going...
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kismi:
Happy St. Patty's Day!
fatality:
I am a very clos friend of anxiety 
SO, IT'S PRETTY FUNNY HOW I CAN GET ALL THAT I COULD'VE HOPED FOR OUT OF A SITUATION THAT I WORKED HARD TO MAKE HAPPEN, AND NOW IT'S GOT ME SO DAMN BUSY THAT I CAN BARELY EVEN ENJOY THE FRUITS OF MY LABOR. AINT THAT A BITCH!
IT'S ALL GOOD STUFF THOUGH JUST REALLY BUSY. I HOPE THAT EVERYONE ELSE IS HAVING A GREAT...
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IT'S ALL GOOD STUFF THOUGH JUST REALLY BUSY. I HOPE THAT EVERYONE ELSE IS HAVING A GREAT...
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JUST STOPPIN BY BEFORE I GO TO BED. I HOPE THAT EVERYONE HAD A GREAT VALENTINE'S DAY AND THAT YOU'RE WEEK IS GOING WELL. I'M BEAT, TIME FOR SLEEPYBY AND ME-ME'S WITH VISIONS OF SG'S DANCIN' IN HEAD!
xxxkuma:
SO THE PAST WEEK HAS HAD IT'S UPS AND DOWNS. I'M IN A RELATIONSHIP WHERE MY FIANCE IS TOO FAR AWAY AND IT SUX. MOST DAYS GO JUST FINE BUT THIS WEEK WAS REALLY AWKWARD. I KNOW THAT IT'S JUST ME AND MY MIND GOING THROUGH IT'S ROUTINE, BUT WHEN I'M RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF IT IT STINKS!! 
SHE'S MOVING UP HERE AT THE END OF SUMMER SO I KNOW THAT IT'S JUST A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE WE GET TO BE TOGETHER FOR GOOD. I GUESS IT'S JUST THAT WHOLE "I WANT IT NOW THING", YA KNOW, CUZ INTANT GRATIFICATION JUST ISN'T FAST ENOUGH FOR ME SOMETIMES.
ON A LIGHTER NOTE, I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING TO THE ACYPAA CONVENTION TONIGHT AND I'M VOLUNTEERING TO HELP OUT WITH SECURITY THROUGH THE NIGHT. IT'S NIGHTS LIKE THIS WHEN I MISS HER THE MOST BECAUSE I WISH THAT SHE COULD GO WITH ME.
I HOPE THAT EVERYONE IS HAVING A GREAT WEEK AND HITMEUP IF YOU LIKE TO CHAT. I LOVE THE CONVERSATION AND I COUDL USE THE SUPPORT OF GOOD FOLKS. TTYL
==KUMA==
SHE'S MOVING UP HERE AT THE END OF SUMMER SO I KNOW THAT IT'S JUST A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE WE GET TO BE TOGETHER FOR GOOD. I GUESS IT'S JUST THAT WHOLE "I WANT IT NOW THING", YA KNOW, CUZ INTANT GRATIFICATION JUST ISN'T FAST ENOUGH FOR ME SOMETIMES.
ON A LIGHTER NOTE, I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING TO THE ACYPAA CONVENTION TONIGHT AND I'M VOLUNTEERING TO HELP OUT WITH SECURITY THROUGH THE NIGHT. IT'S NIGHTS LIKE THIS WHEN I MISS HER THE MOST BECAUSE I WISH THAT SHE COULD GO WITH ME.
I HOPE THAT EVERYONE IS HAVING A GREAT WEEK AND HITMEUP IF YOU LIKE TO CHAT. I LOVE THE CONVERSATION AND I COUDL USE THE SUPPORT OF GOOD FOLKS. TTYL
==KUMA==
fatality:
Hope you're doing well
A BIT UNDER THE WEATHER TODAY. WORKING AND DON'T REALLY WANT TO BE HERE, PROBABLY GOING TO LEAVE A BIT EARLY. TRYING TO GET SOME PICS UPLOADED TO SHARE, PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME FOR THOSE WHO'VE ASKED. COULD USE A HAND NETWORKING TOO IF ANYBODY HAS SOME SUGGESTIONS. OH, FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ASKED, MY MYSPACE IS http://www.myspace.com/xxxkuma
HOPE THAT EVERYONE IS HAVING...
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kismi:
Happy Valentine's Day!
ANOTHER DAY DOWN! AT SCHOOL RIGHT NOW KILLING TIME BEFORE CLASS STARTS THINKING ABOUT RUNNING AROUND THE SITE TODAY BUT IT'S A BIT AKWARD AT SCHOOL BECAUSE WE'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO HAVE NUDITY UP ON THE SCREENS OOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! WHATEVER. LOOKING TO NETWORK THOUGH SO I KNOW THAT THIS IS ONLY MY SECOND DAY UP ON SG BUT HIT ME UP, LOVE TO GET TO KNOW...
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fatality:
Good luck getting through everything!