So you think I just come on SG for attention? You think I want to have people fawn over me?
You don't know a motherfucking thing about me. Do you understand that? You know nothing. I think you should get yourself a fucking clue before you go making assumptions about a person. You should be ashamed of yourself.
You honestly believe on only write blogs...
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You don't know a motherfucking thing about me. Do you understand that? You know nothing. I think you should get yourself a fucking clue before you go making assumptions about a person. You should be ashamed of yourself.
You honestly believe on only write blogs...
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I guess I should say something. I don't know where to begin. I 'll make this story as short as possible.
I meet a girl around 2002-2003. We become friends. I supposedly betray this girl and she goes on a war path.
This war path has amazingly being going since then. Pretty much every internet account I have own in the past tens has been.........
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I meet a girl around 2002-2003. We become friends. I supposedly betray this girl and she goes on a war path.
This war path has amazingly being going since then. Pretty much every internet account I have own in the past tens has been.........
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chrysis:
Aw, that's silly. Of course I'm still here.
As far as this girl goes .. Just, it's baffling what an asshole people can be. The way they hang onto and foster these feelings and feel entitled to the ruin and destruction of your well-being. And kind of, your life. No matter what you "did" in the very beginning, which I'm sure was nothing, .. it's never justified.
These people are so detached from reality -- it's a scary and anxiety-ridden situation. Because there's no reasoning with them. So I feel for you -- I hope you can someday get completely, thoroughly away from this.. You don't deserve the trauma.
I hope you don't leave.
As far as this girl goes .. Just, it's baffling what an asshole people can be. The way they hang onto and foster these feelings and feel entitled to the ruin and destruction of your well-being. And kind of, your life. No matter what you "did" in the very beginning, which I'm sure was nothing, .. it's never justified.
These people are so detached from reality -- it's a scary and anxiety-ridden situation. Because there's no reasoning with them. So I feel for you -- I hope you can someday get completely, thoroughly away from this.. You don't deserve the trauma.
I hope you don't leave.
peachysweetlove:
bitching without action to rectify your situation DOES make you attention seeking. Constantly coming to tell everyone how you're going to leave and how you want to kill yourself....just to have everyone fawn over you IS attention seeking. Maybe if you're that depressed, you should spend less time on the internet and more time solving your shit. Constant victimizing doesn't solve anything but ...then again, those who do it rarely notice that they're doing it in the first place. Just another means to garner sympathy.
Everything will be okay. Oh yeah. I got a 97% on my last exam..... I don't know how I did that.
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hooeylewis:
Congrats and dating sites feel way too much like a resume.
shiz:
What El Diablo Blanco said. Start giving yourself the credit you deserve! 
I'll be 30 next month. It sucks to know that I'll be spending the big 30 overweight. Yes I'll be in Jersey with my mom, but I'll be overweight.
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el_diablo_blanco:
Any time love 
sparkl:
Happy Birthday and have fun on your trip - You are fine sweet cheeks - celebrate your awesomeness just how you are everyday not just your B Day!!!
Forget it. Fuck it. I am over it.
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el_diablo_blanco:
I do it more often than I'd like to admit. 
Was glad I got back to sleep too.
Was glad I got back to sleep too.
pesky:
as you probably should be. bitches be trippin. <3
hope all is okay though.
x0!
hope all is okay though.
x0!
I can't go anonymous because I own groups and don't feel like relinquishing ownership. But I need to disappear. Don't worry I am fine. But between SG and YouTube I am starting to realize that I spend to much time on the internet and lately I have been starting my days angry and I get angrier when I get in front of the computer. I...
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shiz:
I don't know what shit you get from SG, but I make a point of never ever reading youtube comments. Far too high an idiot-to-thoughtful ratio there.
hemi:
Awwww...hugs. Hope your doing okay!
I'll miss you while your away, but if it makes you feel better..take time away from the computer.
Love yah woman!
I'll miss you while your away, but if it makes you feel better..take time away from the computer.
Love yah woman!
Wow. The year is almost over. I have been getting addicted to foursquare. Isabella is still in heat. I am behind on my studies and my book.
I need to get exercising again.
I hope life gets better next year. I can't believe I will be 30 in about a month and a half
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I need to get exercising again.
I hope life gets better next year. I can't believe I will be 30 in about a month and a half
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anjave:
Have a happy new year. I behind on a lot too. Never mind.
scratamus:
Happy New Year to you!!
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lx_tech:
Video blogs are always fun!! I support more of those.
lx_tech:
Ok, maybe this video blog wasn't so much fun, but they're fun to watch when you don't have to scold for destroying things....
Hey guys!
I can't believe this year will be over in less than two weeks. Time flew by so fast.
I saw my psychiatrist today. We had a very pleasant session. Probably because I have been in the best mental state I have ever been in since 6th grade. She was very pleased to know that the combination of medication is working so well and...
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I can't believe this year will be over in less than two weeks. Time flew by so fast.
I saw my psychiatrist today. We had a very pleasant session. Probably because I have been in the best mental state I have ever been in since 6th grade. She was very pleased to know that the combination of medication is working so well and...
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ninadelamorte:
Good to hear you are feeling better.
Seems like so many of my friends are having school issues. Hope it all works out!
Seems like so many of my friends are having school issues. Hope it all works out!
hemi:
Hey woman...just wanted to tell you Merry X-Mas before I got MIA for the weekend. XOXO.
XOXO. I see it's been a while since I've posted. Still looking for work. There are some openings, but who knows how many people are going after them.
I'm still trying to enjoy life.
The last book I read was "Shattered Silence" which was written by the daughter of a serial killer.
The new medication change seems to work, but now I am even thirstier than...
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I'm still trying to enjoy life.
The last book I read was "Shattered Silence" which was written by the daughter of a serial killer.
The new medication change seems to work, but now I am even thirstier than...
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nolongerhere:
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you and your job hunt. I know it can be discouraging most of the time. But you're a lovely lady, I'm sure you will find a job soon!
lx_tech:
So I just caught up on some of your blogs and I hope it's all going well. I hope the nicotine patch is helping you to quit smoking and that you find a job quickly. If your weather is anything like the places that I've been going, the dry winter air makes me thirsty and I'm sure the new meds aren't helping you with the thirst issue. You should drink (water) and be merry!!
Some people just suck and are super lame