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In My head

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So apparently my poor dog has had an ear infection for God knows how long. It cost 132 dollars for this visit and the medication. And then I have to bring her back on Thursday morning. Poor thing.

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flyer:

I hope she is feeling better.

Nov 15, 2011

jaxy:

thank you sugar. that means a lot.

Nov 20, 2011

I finally finished the series "The Tudors". Should have watched it sooner. I'll probably watch it again. I got a 95% on my first exam. If I can keep all my tests at 90% or higher I'll be an honor student. We'll see.

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iluvenis:

congratulations on your tests, keep it up!
good luck

Nov 13, 2011

nuka:

congrats girl! thanks so much for your comment on my set!

you are the best! good luck with everything!

Nov 14, 2011

So a few people requested to see my hair. It so happens that I made a video that same day. So here you go.

I really need to quit smoking.

I really need to study but I am watching Netflix. I know the material and the exams are open book anyway.

Today is going to be a lazy day.

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el_diablo_blanco:

I did!! thanks!!

Nov 10, 2011

shiz:

Your hair's cute like that. Your smile makes it a million times cuter. The fact that you're loving it shows, and that just makes it better.

Nov 21, 2011

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madelia:

I like your voice!

Nov 3, 2011

reypulque:

The do is extraordinarily cute. Thanks for sharing.

Nov 3, 2011

So I came home last night. I am happy to report that Jeff and I arrived without anyone else.

Jeff made an offer to his friend Jack, to get him off the street and get him clean. The deal was that he had to go to school to get hid CDL and go straight to a particular truck company that offered the school. JAck accepted...
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ateh:

Sounds like you're successfully keeping your head above water too.

Pics of your hair when you get a chance, pretty please?

Nov 4, 2011

daya:

You are so right. It's completely sad.

Nov 6, 2011

I forgot to post yesterday..... Happy New Year!

So NANOWRIMO has started today. I am not really feeling up to it this year. My mind is drawing a blank. I only have 237 words so far. I bet if I went off my meds I would have glorious stories to tell. It's tempting..... REALLY tempting. But I will try to be responsible.

I'm going home...
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el_diablo_blanco:

I'm glad about the driveway too, because I wasn't getting up any earlier for work despite the walk to my truck.

You back home?

Nov 2, 2011

el_diablo_blanco:

Double yay on both counts!!

Nov 3, 2011

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hemi:

Ugh, that sucks. Hope it goes okay.

Oct 28, 2011

serene:

Thank you!
Happy Halloween!

Oct 31, 2011

I just wanted to clarify something. I choose to go back on Seroquel out of desperation. I'm bipolar. I have ups and downs. And my psychiatrist has a year's worth of "notes" that say I've been depressed for a year, which I haven't.

When I tell her I've been up and down for months, she says "well according to my notes you've only been depressed",...
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chrysis:

Sorry to hear. Did you have a relationship with him?

And, how do you think holding him accountable affects you -- is it easier, the way it is when you know something is the other person's fault or doing, and you are free of it? Or is it guilty, still, ..

Oct 22, 2011

scratamus:

Well I hope your hip feels better soon. We're just falling apart aren't we?

Oct 25, 2011

I am going right back on the Seroquel, the drug that made me gain so much weight. The only reason why I lost the weight was because I wasn't on it anymore. I have no idea what kind of (and how much) exercise will combat the side effects. I'm sad. Any advice would be appreciated.

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drusylla:

I was on Seroquel for 6 months and all it did was make me a zombie. I was awake maybe 5 or 6 hrs a day and that was just so I could go to school. I had tried getting my medication switched since everything the pyschologist said to do didn't work for me but she refused to switch because she didn't want to start my progress all over again.

Is there anything else at all that you can take? I hope you can figure something out <3

Oct 19, 2011

ateh:

Hugs and well wishes.

Oct 20, 2011

I don't have a home per se. I stay where ever I wash up in the morning. I bring resentment to my bed and anger into the kitchen. I don't have a home per se. I can't drop anchor where there is no welcome. My shelter is always cold from longing, hot from resistance. My bones can never truly rest.

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jaxy:

They are giving me headaches, breaking out my nose, and it gets annoying that I have to wear them every second of the day.

Oct 16, 2011

hemi:

Well said ma'am!

Oct 18, 2011

I'm wired. My medication doesn't seem to be working that well. I am supposed to start vet tech school shortly. I am not ready. I am worried that I am trying to do this too soon. I am worried that my husband is going to pull the abusive stuff while I'm in school and make me fail.

I should give my husband the benefit of...
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lx_tech:

Vet Tech School?!?! That's super exciting! I hope you do really well and enjoy it. You would be the second person I know to pursue that profession.

Oct 14, 2011

sparkl:

Keep your eyes on the prize babe and dont look back- no one who loves and cares for you would stop you from sucess! Be positive and move forward. Dont let fears hold you back - you can do this! I rootin for ya!!!

Oct 14, 2011

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nolongerhere:

<3

Oct 4, 2011

flyer:

Beautiful!

Oct 5, 2011

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