i uploaded some new pics . 
i have been trying to rework my schedule to get stuff done because i used to a slacker and now i dont have the time to be . growing up sux because the more time you have the more you get to do . i will update more thoroughly soon .
i have actually lost wieght amazing i am...
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i have been trying to rework my schedule to get stuff done because i used to a slacker and now i dont have the time to be . growing up sux because the more time you have the more you get to do . i will update more thoroughly soon .
i have actually lost wieght amazing i am...
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man have i been thrown a hectic shedule or what ?????
okay time to update .
first band stuff . we are still recording and soon to finish guitar tracks this week . which is cool because i record bass tracks next . except i am a recent bass player and our producer is a veteran player which means he will be extra critical of...
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bombshellbetty:
Believe me, baby, I understand about the hectic schedule thing. Ugh!
Yay for all the band stuff going on, and for you recording the bass tracks. I wouldn't worry about him being critical, just take it as an opportunity to learn, right? I always find that it's best to play or dance or whatever with someone who's just a bit better than you are, keeps you moving, you know?
Re: rage and casual dating - you really don't seem to be picking very nice girls, are you???
There's nothing wrong with wanting to casually date several people. There's something wrong with serial monogamy and codependency for sure. Meet, date, kiss, be casual! Go for it! What's the point in being exclusive if you're not getting everything you want out of the relationship or if you don't feel ready for that sort of relationship. Do what you want to do, man, as long as you're upfront about it. That's what matters.
And we all have baggage, darling. Some of us just leave the unnecessary stuff at the airport and proceed straight to the beach in sandals and a sarong.
Strong people need comfort, too. Sometimes just a big, strong, silent hug can help more than anything. I'm glad your uncle's surgery seems to have gone well!
I like your bass' name. Do you like playing on new strings, or is it that you've switched to wound strings? I know a lot of bass players hardly ever change their strings, because older strings have a warmer sound to them. Or so I've been told.
Ooh! You're gonna start dancing, are you? That's wonderful!!! Just in the living room for now, or are you gonna take some kind of lesson? Woo-hoo!
So tell me: Where would you go and what would you do?
Yay for all the band stuff going on, and for you recording the bass tracks. I wouldn't worry about him being critical, just take it as an opportunity to learn, right? I always find that it's best to play or dance or whatever with someone who's just a bit better than you are, keeps you moving, you know?
Re: rage and casual dating - you really don't seem to be picking very nice girls, are you???
There's nothing wrong with wanting to casually date several people. There's something wrong with serial monogamy and codependency for sure. Meet, date, kiss, be casual! Go for it! What's the point in being exclusive if you're not getting everything you want out of the relationship or if you don't feel ready for that sort of relationship. Do what you want to do, man, as long as you're upfront about it. That's what matters.
And we all have baggage, darling. Some of us just leave the unnecessary stuff at the airport and proceed straight to the beach in sandals and a sarong.
Strong people need comfort, too. Sometimes just a big, strong, silent hug can help more than anything. I'm glad your uncle's surgery seems to have gone well!
I like your bass' name.
Do you like playing on new strings, or is it that you've switched to wound strings? I know a lot of bass players hardly ever change their strings, because older strings have a warmer sound to them. Or so I've been told.
Ooh! You're gonna start dancing, are you? That's wonderful!!! Just in the living room for now, or are you gonna take some kind of lesson? Woo-hoo!
So tell me: Where would you go and what would you do?
tulipbooty:
you do have a lot going on
i stumbled on your page and i just thought id say i hope everything turns out well, considering theres a lot of everything
particularly things with your uncle
and fuck that shit about living with your mom, i do and i think theres absolutely no better place for either of our asses
so hey
and isnt par for the course of being in a band, not to mention young, single and experimental, that casual dating is the best way to go? your x fiance sounds like she doesnt deserve your attention either. im sorry youve had a hard time with the gurlys.
yeah, youve definately got some shit going on. but a lot of it sounds really good, like youre excited about how you live
alot of people dont get to do what their passionate about
so anyway, im sorry to butt in
but did anyway
cheerio
i stumbled on your page and i just thought id say i hope everything turns out well, considering theres a lot of everything
particularly things with your uncle
and fuck that shit about living with your mom, i do and i think theres absolutely no better place for either of our asses
so hey
and isnt par for the course of being in a band, not to mention young, single and experimental, that casual dating is the best way to go? your x fiance sounds like she doesnt deserve your attention either. im sorry youve had a hard time with the gurlys.
yeah, youve definately got some shit going on. but a lot of it sounds really good, like youre excited about how you live
alot of people dont get to do what their passionate about
so anyway, im sorry to butt in
but did anyway
cheerio
you know what a fun thing to do would be ?
just writing love letters . no one does it much the more bitter they become and the oler they are but i think it would be awesome to just write love letters to people . not necessarily deep down type love but like flirty crush letters . i dunno i guess with all my...
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ed:
xxxdjinn, your eyes burn like the embers in the ashes, your skin is as soft as the shoulders of a baby. I await the day where we will take long walks on the beach together. It is a hug from you that would make me smile, and your honesty is not only charming, but admirable.
To write of how you move me I hope is enough for the time being.
Sweetly,
Miss Fytte
(Inclusion of a ring would subject me to promises I cannot keep. But this should do it.
)
To write of how you move me I hope is enough for the time being.
Sweetly,
Miss Fytte
(Inclusion of a ring would subject me to promises I cannot keep. But this should do it.
)
bombshellbetty:
You've never danced!?!?!?! How can that be? You are a musician, you must have a close connection with music. It never makes you just _have_ to move? Wiggle? Bounce? Tap? Sway? Unbelievable.
Do it, man. Put on some music and start moving. Close the curtains, lock the door, and just move. Doesn't matter how. Just listen, don't think. And move.
Oh, and update, goddamn it!
Do it, man. Put on some music and start moving. Close the curtains, lock the door, and just move. Doesn't matter how. Just listen, don't think. And move.
Oh, and update, goddamn it!
didn't anyone ever tell you it is rude to stare ?
yeah they told me that too!!!!
i talked to my friend today about digging his ex girlie and he was all cool about it . eventhough i have no clue as to whether she is even remotely attracted to me . we have hung out almost every night this past week but i hang...
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yebutz:
shit, it took me 15 minutes to read and grasp all that...
sounds like your bud's ex might be a good time, but watch out for the married chick...seriously, recently divorced/'legally separated' (whatever the hell that is) caused me a major amount of unecessary (sp?) chaos.
no comments on the fam, i come from a digustingly boring nuclear family...and i never really understood separation. except for an estranged grandfather that haunted my dreams for months after his death.
good luck with the new job hunt...it's always easier to find one when you have one.
hope you finish the weekend well.
-me
sounds like your bud's ex might be a good time, but watch out for the married chick...seriously, recently divorced/'legally separated' (whatever the hell that is) caused me a major amount of unecessary (sp?) chaos.
no comments on the fam, i come from a digustingly boring nuclear family...and i never really understood separation. except for an estranged grandfather that haunted my dreams for months after his death.
good luck with the new job hunt...it's always easier to find one when you have one.
hope you finish the weekend well.
-me
gotta rewrite some stuff for MY CD , while we are our waiting for our Band CD recording .
my boss gave me the wrong schedule today so i woke up early and now i get to wait for 3 hours to work .
i wish i lived on my own .....................................
i have to go
my boss gave me the wrong schedule today so i woke up early and now i get to wait for 3 hours to work .
i wish i lived on my own .....................................
i have to go
december:
well, i worked one job last night till reeeal late. and then had to be at this one at 615 this morning. ug. i HATE that!
bombshellbetty:
I hate waking up early! I've been up at 7 every day this week, and my body won't fall asleep before 2 or 3am! 
Ugh!
So how've you been? Long time no see.
Ugh!
So how've you been? Long time no see.
i promise i will update soon ......we just started recording our CD so its been hectic with that working , looking for a new job , and trying in vain to get a date 
i swear i will accomplish something .
my friend John ( guitarist for pinion) told me that he gets pissed when he sees me because he realized people dont try to...
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i swear i will accomplish something .
my friend John ( guitarist for pinion) told me that he gets pissed when he sees me because he realized people dont try to...
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yebutz:
i don't know, Aaron Lewis might be on Paxil or Zoloft or something, cuz his most recent stuff doesn't sound so wah-wah-wah...
i too, am tired of being alone and yearn for some companionship. not the meaningless company of which i have become accustomed. i'd like, if i may be so picky, to find someone with an ounce of intelligence wiith whom i might carry on a conversation that does not always consist of drinking, football, etc... and if one more person asks me, "what are you reading for?", i just might haul off and hit them...one should never end a statement/question with a fucking preposition!!!
-me
i too, am tired of being alone and yearn for some companionship. not the meaningless company of which i have become accustomed. i'd like, if i may be so picky, to find someone with an ounce of intelligence wiith whom i might carry on a conversation that does not always consist of drinking, football, etc... and if one more person asks me, "what are you reading for?", i just might haul off and hit them...one should never end a statement/question with a fucking preposition!!!
-me
yebutz:
oh, yeah...i am desperately afraid of water/drowning
finished 1984 by george orwell
almost finished with catcher in the rye
got a new car her name is betsy jane ( sorry i copied your name it sounded cool )
got a car cd player finally so i can listen to deftones properly
hate work!hate work ! hate work !!!!!
joined friendster
started my merchandising manifesto for the label
working out some kinks i...
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yebutz:
if you liked 1984, you should pick up 'Anthem' by Ayn Rand...short, but has the same objective tone to it.
never thought about the once in a lifetime question, but once, someone asked me would i be offended if i was the only person they ever slept with again? that was cool, but he lied...
happy mowing-me
never thought about the once in a lifetime question, but once, someone asked me would i be offended if i was the only person they ever slept with again? that was cool, but he lied...
happy mowing-me
nicolelee:
my faves on phrenology are "thought @ work" (which was originally going to be called "feel this"-- its not much different, but i have the original track), "the seed" (you should try to find the original of THAT by cody chesnutt... hes a suap cool cat), and "break you off" (*everyone* love musiq.)
i saw them in february and had the time of my life... have you seen them live yet? look around for the summer Sprite Remix Tour. i'm thrilled to go again.
PLUS n.e.r.d.! PLUS talib kweli... imma happy gurrrl.
n*
i saw them in february and had the time of my life... have you seen them live yet? look around for the summer Sprite Remix Tour. i'm thrilled to go again.
PLUS n.e.r.d.! PLUS talib kweli... imma happy gurrrl.
n*
im off work all monday . wooohooo !!!!
i might start writing for a local magazine it seems like fun.
one vent currently :
i cannot hangout alone for anything !!!!!!
everytime i try to sit and think i have at least fifteen people coming up to me . here's how it happens :
hey erik whats up ?
-nothing just trying to organize some...
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i might start writing for a local magazine it seems like fun.
one vent currently :
i cannot hangout alone for anything !!!!!!
everytime i try to sit and think i have at least fifteen people coming up to me . here's how it happens :
hey erik whats up ?
-nothing just trying to organize some...
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i touch deeply those hearts that are open
i emote truly to those minds which are free
i listen silently to thoughts that are given
i laugh silently at jokes that no one sees
i speak softly to those who are harsh
i love genuinely to those who would let me
i cry inwardly to the one who understands
hope brushing faintly on weathered dreams...
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i emote truly to those minds which are free
i listen silently to thoughts that are given
i laugh silently at jokes that no one sees
i speak softly to those who are harsh
i love genuinely to those who would let me
i cry inwardly to the one who understands
hope brushing faintly on weathered dreams...
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bombshellbetty:
Isn't it always a work in progress?
bombshellbetty:
Tease! Guess the server hasn't picked it up yet.
i miss conversation . why ? because people expect you to be a certain way and from that point on the no longer get to know you they assume they understand you and know you . it is never the case especially since people change and evolve constantly . what i am trying to say is i still have conversation but so many people ,...
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bombshellbetty:
Naughty car repair??? Do tell.
hows evreything going?
*swoon