So is there an energy? an unseen force that lives in us? Do some people have weak energies while others have strong energy? Are some devoid of this energy completely? How do we value another person or do we value them at all? Should we? If you surround yourself in people full of energy full of "cosmic force" you naturally consume that energy. When they are not around you that energy depletes and you cannot make enough of your own...you are a shell. Or you build energy...you can create and you feed it to others and then get more back in return. I wonder if this can happen without knowing it. I know when people are "feeding" off of me and I know when they are giving me energy but can someone who is feeding not know when they are doing it? Can they know that they are a shell do they feel it? It sounds strange. I know when people are broken even when they do not know. I never call them out on it. I can never explain how it is I knew that they were lying I just knew. I know when the truth is told. I know sometimes too late for it to matter. But at least I know. Why do I know? I didn't want to know. I don't care how I know...I want to know WHY I know. It is really hard to explain to someone that they are a vampire and that their own thoughts are not their own and that if I so choose I may manipulate them. Some can not be manipulated I know few people who cannot be swayed. All others have fallen into trivial unimportant traps. I can base your value in my life this way. Are you your own person? Or will you steal pieces of me to call your own. You may believe it but you can't fool me. I choose to let you think you have, that is why none of this seemed to pertain to you. Of course I am not talking about you. Someday I will tell you how many thoughts you have that were mine but until then keep thinking you are a person it makes you feel better.
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