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The Day The Earth Stood Still.

Yesterday. Really sucked. Yet, it was eye opening. Usually the day in which we reflect that which we've accomplished in the last year. The time to sit and wonder, "Am I on the right track?". I guess I am. I've accomplished more in this last year than most will in a lifetime. Yet, something is still missing. Who knows....
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What ever happened to working for sex?

What happened to the good ol' days when it was worth it? I'm so used to it being so readily available because it doesn't mean anything anymore. You meet, you fuck, then you make a go at some sort of relationship.. I remember back in the day.. When seeing her naked for the first time was just as...
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So the entire island of o'ahu lost power today. pretty gay.. well.. everything except obama's 'compound' i've yet to see him wandering around the island.. but then again i doubt he would have time to these days.. anywho.. my power better be on tomorrow dammit, my phones dying. :/

Early morning, and I'm finally off the boat. It always feel so nice to sleep in an actual bed, that I force myself to come home and sleep for an hour or so when duty is over and done with. The music: This Mortal Coil. The feeling: restless. I need to get out today. Climb a mountain. Kayak up a river. Drive.. to anywhere, really....
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Relaxing day today. Alone. Apart from everyone except random beach dwellers. It was a nice change. Go me to thinking about life. Listening to Incubus as I drive to north shore. Watching the beaches and pineapple fields fly by. I forgot how good it was to just drive away from it all. I've got a few photos that I picked out of a hundred, just...
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Sick of these games. Sick of the nights on the town and the small talk, the gin and tonics, the "I want something blue". Sick of the game. Sick of wishing it were forever instead of just tonight, Sick of the "shit, i'm late for work", Sick of the consistently inconsistent. Where is forever? Where is my forever? Shit.