xxtoxicstar's SuicideGirls Blog

I just cancelled rebilling for this account... =( I want to be a member but I can't afford it anymore. I am very sad to say that this is my last SG entry... *cries*. If you want to find me, go to http://www.livejournal.com/users/punx606 and I'll be there.

xoxoxoxoxo (I LOVE YOU SG!!!!!!!!!!),
Kat

nestor:

if you cant afford it, then apply to be a girl

Apr 24, 2003

scarlett:

aw, i agree, be a girl, you are beautiful

Apr 26, 2003

Just found out that my great uncle died... he was almost 91 but he was amazing and totally healthy just 6 months ago. I'm in shock...

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johnnysuicide:

sorry to hear that

Mar 23, 2003

yonderboy:

I just went through the same thing... I visited my G-Grandpa in June and he was fine, then in December he got ill (clinical decline, they said).

He passed away New Years morning, he was 93.

I miss him.

I'm sorry for your loss.

Mar 25, 2003

I am sick, sad, and bored... and those combined = very unhappy Jessika. I am really disliking my life these days. Everything seems to be going right for everyone else, and no matter how bad of a person I may seem for saying this, I get jealous and spiteful. It sickens me seeing myself act this way but I can't control it. I know I...
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yonderboy:

I hope you're feeling better. I think that sometimes it's normal to feel like you do when you don't think your life is going how it should...

...not that I know what's going on with you, but I'm just starting to come out of a bad patch. So I think (maybe?) that I understand, at least a little bit.

At least by now your not sick, right?

Hopefully not too bored either.

take care.

Feb 26, 2003

http://www.hotpinkstars.net/ugly/

I am addicted to taking pictures of myself, nude and dressed.. either one. IT'S TAKING OVER MY LIFE!

AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

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unclefalker:

AND THE PROBLEM IS?

NO SERIOUSLY!

AND THE PROBLEM IS ?

IS THIS SOME KIND 9 TO 5 'ER TYPE OF THING OR JUST ONCE IN A WHILE.

AT LEAST , GO OUTSIDE TO PARTY ONCE IN A WHILE YOU KNOW ....................

Feb 4, 2003

unclefalker:

OH BY THE WAY....
YOUR THE SEXIEST 68 YR OLD I'VE SEEN ON THE WEB

LATER

Feb 4, 2003

HOLY SHIT! Two days in a row, goooooo me!

http://www.hotpinkstars.net/stuff2/1.jpg
http://www.hotpinkstars.net/stuff2/2.jpg
http://www.hotpinkstars.net/stuff2/3.jpg

Yay for shower pictures!

http://www.hotpinkstars.net/MVI_0112.AVI
And that's something I made for my friend Sam's band, Nebulous.

Check them out, www.nebulousmusic.com

Anyway... my tummy is making not happy sounds so I am going to get to bed.

GOODNIGHT!!!

xoxo,
KAT

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stephenpatrick:

sweet pics kat... and a what a great little vid. super hot!!

hope a good nights rest helps the tummy quiet down. be seeing you. -c

Jan 22, 2003

stephenpatrick:

sweet pics kat... and a what a great little vid. super hot!!

hope a good nights rest helps the tummy quiet down. be seeing you. -c

Jan 22, 2003

I take masturbation for granted sometimes, I really do. I go weeks without doing it and then when I do, I feel so good all over, so relaxed and loved. Haha. I have two vibrators: one is neon pink, the other is clear pink with glitter. Just thought I'd share!

Hmm. I find it funny that I'm not a drinker at all, yet one of...
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I am really good at forgetting about this journal! Let's see... what has been going on with me lately? A few days ago I played strip Go Fish with the boy I adore

and we both got completely naked. I lost by ONE game, so technically I should have been the only nude one, but he got naked to make me feel more comfortable. Haha....
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zombiehead2:

strip go fish, thats a new one. i'll have to try that sometime...
cool pics.

Jan 18, 2003

OH MY! I haven't posted in waaaaay too long, sorry! Anyway, my birthday was pretty lame except I DID get a new digital camera... it's the Canon Powershot S230 Digital Elph. I can make movies and it's so good! Thus, I have some pictures and movies to share! YAY! I'm excited, hehe...

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glamerdork:

What kind of eyeshadow/liner is that? I love the color and the glow.

Dec 28, 2002

emily:

You're beautiful..

Jan 4, 2003

I LOVE CHAPMAN UNIVERSITY! If I get accepted I will be SOOOO happy! It's only 15 minutes from Disneyland... how awesome is that?!

I have a silly little crush on this kid who looks exactly like what Harry Potter should look like... but he doesn't like me! Oh, well. I'll get over it, I'm sure.

I better go shower and get dressed... GOD, I'm so...
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Okay, I'm giving in and writing a journal entry. Since I already use LiveJournal (and I am addicted, mind you), I saw no point in using this... but what the hell.

I've been having some shitty luck with guys lately. Worse than usual, actually. I just can't seem to like the right ones... some people think I do it to myself on purpose. They might...
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bishop:

desperate but not serious.....your kisses drive me delerious

Sep 30, 2002

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