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i had a whole fresh pineapple today. it was delicious. the produce manager also showed me the right technique to cut the pineapple.

i got paid 10 dollars for drinking a juicebox that was 4 years past expiration date.

i'm sorry.
j24u:
I'm waiting around to see if you survive the juicebox, botulism takes some time to affect you and all.

Until then, have a happy holiday, and thanks for the gift man, me and Jenny really appreciated it.
martini:
thanks for the xmas presents dude. smile

xo
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bleh. i don't know what's going on. i don't know what to say. i'm not gonna be on the boards much. you want to talk to me, know what's going on send me a message.
user038538:
c'mon guy....
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I need to kill myself.

the only thing i have to look forward to anymore is the day i die.

Fuck You.
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j24u:
Dude, eat some pie...a la'mode even...pie makes everything better.
nessuno:
Eh, look, you complain a lot and I know I don't have a right to tell you anything but my philosophy is DO IT or do something about it, you know? Not constantly complain in limbo. There, I said it.
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ok this is hopelessly devoted to you as performed by less than jake.

listen to the lyrics and you will know why i posted this song.



now i bought a bunch of people christmas presents from amazon. and there are a few more people i'd like to buy for but they don't have amazon, and one person we've already talked about why i haven't gotten...
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tinyhobo:
watching htis without sound is very funny, I will listen when i am home.
Thanks for whatever you got me, in advance, I love you sweetie.
phoenixgirl:



Nothing beats the original!...but you making your own clip to that was cute, it really made me smile this morning, and I so needed that!...Sweetie, you do not have to buy me a present...just send me a n X-mas card!! kiss
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i'm in the process of making another video for the blog. but this one is not me talking at all. it's just a song i want to post, with video of me behind it. it's not a hard task i'm just slacking on it. i need to come up with more ideas of things to do. i kinda have the whole way i'd like it...
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user038538:
kiss
tinyhobo:
Im hungry ..
we should go get something for breakfast.
then we should play video games.
You make me a happy lamb.
I hope you have a good day.
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i'm not liking who i am right now. i don't like how much i crave attention. i don't like that sometimes i feel like the only time i feel like i get so much more attention when i'm unhappy then when happy. and i really just wanna spend the rest of my days in my room in bed.

and to top it off i feel...
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martini:
maybe you should see a shrink.
it may seem extreme but maybe you need to vent to a professional.

xo
jennylou:
I agree, I think it is important to take care of your mental well-being... we worry about you and it is awful to see you like this.


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Changed my top 5 friends today. felt like getting some people that have been there for me in the top 5. and i figured who usually checks someone's top 5 besides me? ;x

my minds all erratic right now i think. i dunno like i can't sit and do one thing for too long. i'm getting incredibly bored with things.

i keep thinking about all...
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user038538:
just because it feels good doesn't make it right!
tinyhobo:
Wow..thats very kind of you..I really wasnt planning on anyone getting me anything
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i realy really think the world hates me. not the people in it, the cosmic/fate part of it. i duno it always seems to make feel like total and complete crap. so i got a package in the mail today. it was one of the things i ordered for gifts for christmas. it was the only one thing to come seperately, and where does it...
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kleio:
South Dakota is cold, yo. Being naked all the time would result in me being severly frostbitten.

But sometimes is ok.
kleio:
*sigh* Too bad we can't just hibernate and crap, but unfortunately we run out of food real fast in my apartment, and so money needs to be earned in order to get some. That whole starvation thing? Not coo.
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so yeah my work's christmas party was last night. i went. and drank a tad bit. my first drink was given to me by one of my bosses, the second drink was given to me by the owner of the store, third and fourth i got myself and the last drink was given to me by another boss. i had 4 long island iced teas...
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phoenixgirl:
I didnt have a lot of freinds growing up eother-in fact hardly any because I was not allowed out and about until I was practically 18-so it really sucked..thats probably why I am more outgoing now, but I still get shy on occasion.
phoenixgirl:
I was asleepin' at 1 am, but bed sounds good right about now too...meh, i have to leave in about an hour for work..sucky!...and i dont like the new shit here, they need to change it back.
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bleh today is a bad day for me. nothing's gone wrong or anything i'm just feeling bleh. and i'm not keeping my mind at bay. i dunno i think these 4 days aren't gonna be that great for my mood.

i think i need to cry. i don't feel like i'm going to. i just feel like i need to. it feels like i should...
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martini:
no deliveries for those to canada... stupid amazon.
thanks for the thought tho darling. kiss

xo
avalon13chase:
here's the dealie..you can listen to me if you want or you can think im being a prude.
I suffer from depression..really effed up shit..I recently went to a doc, who offered me meds. I dont want meds. I looked at myself in the mirror and decided I NEEDED to turn myself around or I'd end up dead. And I really am not up for the dead thing quite yet.
I drank..Alot. dude I smelled like booze for a few years of my like pretty much all the time.
When I chose to get my shit together I started to pay attention to triggers..booze in no way helped the healing process..It makes shit worse, it really does..Alcohol is a depressant, so really you are just adding salt to the wound.
And for that matter you are just allwing yourself to get comfortable in the spot in which you are sad in. Fuck that. you are bigger and better than that shit man.
I will be here for you .
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I got up way to early today. i went to sleep around 2 in the morning and woke up at 7 so i could drop my car off to get it's door fixed. speaking of which i'm gonna take pics of it today if i can. cause i owe them to kindle.

but yeah when i'm tired i'm even more emotional than normal, of course...
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phoenixgirl:
guess who is not her normal cheery self...can i join you and we can cuddle and be moody together? frown
dhd_no_pants:
Don't be sad. frown The right person will come along.

And I may take a short hiatus from here, but I'll be back and going strong before you know it!
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another video blog. this time not so happy. bleh. sorry.

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user038538:
oh so sad...i'm an expert on the subject...tons of advice....first thing, you can't dwell on things that have already happened...they've happened and they're not going to change...if they make you miserable, you have to make a real effort not to think about them anymore....it's easy to wake up and be sad everyday, it's comfortable...happiness doesn't always come naturally, it's a choice...secondly, change the things that make you unhappy (the things you can anyways)..this is too long...i'll message you!
cherishchain:
love love